31 March 2009...

Haha..im really out of idea with the title so just put like this...

yesterday,i have a super weird dream, i dream of one girl...in that dream actually a group of friend buy the ticket for movie,then suddenly don know why,me and her appear at another place...i don know where is that place,maybe is Shah Alam lol,cause i really not clear that location...

then suddenly,other friends are gone,they just go away with no reason and say goodbye with me and her,then we two don know when some place,i don remember what place already but that place have a huge perform stage,then i drop something on the floor so i try to pick up that "thing"...b4 i stand up that girl suddenly kiss my hair from back LOL weird?...haha...

then she hug me from the back and one of my new know friends that i know at ASQ competitions are infront me,and said to us that,"Wa you two been together so good...""Hehe..............",in that dream i have no idea what to say after my friend said that,and i don want to make that girl shame of i just smile and pass the topic...

then the girl that hug me suddenly said to me..."Last time you rejected me,this time i think you not going to dump me..."".............." im really speechless that time,then we suddenly appear at my mom restaurant walk way that lead to my house and im holding shes hand while walking,then i said something but i don remember...

actually in the dream when i holding she hand i feel really weird,cause im not really like her,but i just don want to make her feel down...Why i feel like that?...WEIRD DREAM...b4 i wake up suddenly i remember that we got movie ticket that we din go for the movie lol,so wasted haha...however it really stupid dream ever have...

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Just now i go and see the ASQ 2009 Top 20 pictures,i suddenly feel sad till now,the point i been sad is because,why i such a fool that i go on the stage before im really ready for everything?why i nervous like hell,why i sing like that?Forgot Lyrics...Out Of Pitch...i shame myself...really feel shame...

now what i hope is astro not going to show that day recording,or even they show that,pls everyone that around me don come and talk to me with my performs on that day...

Im feel extremely sad of this now...really really shame myself on tv...haiz...train hard...

when i heard that song i sing for the competition,ya im not like other ppl that i feel bad when heard this song, i love this song so much,it really feel very relaxing...when i follow the radio and sing that song,i feel that i have spoil that song at astro lol...Sorry for those who like that songs...

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These day i listen to some new song like princess jolin song,the upbeat song just like i said last time,it really nice but mostly are OT one,however it still nice...but the slow song for this new album need more time to listen now only <<你快乐我内伤>> touch me...the song listen this few day is...

1:你快乐我内伤/jolin

2:花蝴蝶/jolin

3:影舞者/jolin

4:妥协/jolin

5:愈慢愈美丽/jolin

6:热冬/jolin

7:玩偶/王力宏

8:爱得 得体/王力宏

9:心跳/王力宏

10:摇滚怎么了/王力宏

11:另一个天堂/王力宏 张靓颖

12:够爱/曾沛慈

that 够爱 very nice, you guys should go and listen it, got a boy version and girl version one two also nice,see which one you prefer...these day i listen more LeeHom Song cause i wanted to sing his song,and wanted to listen he sing, since i din have more male song for my song category,must add more in lol...

if you all got some nice song can introduce to me??cause i want to know more songs haha...thanks...

i feel not good now actually, feel like talk more but,i have nothing to talk already,good night...

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