Quite....Sad to heard that...

just now,when i was chat with my brother at living room about i wanted to follow him to go performs at his church,then suddenly my mom come out from bedroom and join with us.

she said that the good decision to follow my brother to go and take some experience on stage and also can improve myself abit,then we start talk more about the topic.

suddenly my mom change the topic and talk about my brother wanted to move out and stay with his wife,not staying here anymore,and his room will be empty after he move out,the first thing come to my mind is,(YEAH i can have my own bedroom already),ya im 19 for this year but im still sleep with my mom in the same bedroom and the same bed as well.

6 years ago,i start told my mom that i want to have my own room since my brother all have they own room,but till now im still cant get one...

it not what i think is right,cause my sister in law have already plan that to let his son my nephew to have that room after my brother move out.at first i think to fight for that room,but now i just let my nephew to have that room,cause i don want argue with my sister in law.

but still i im really sad for now...

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