...Do[nn]E...

The Missing 100th Post...

2009-07-22T22:30:00.009+08:00

because of my Emptiness
because of my Laziness

Because Of My House Connection-ess
Because Of The Stupid P1W1max-ness

I can't connect to internet for quite a long period
because the stupid P1W1max said my brother didn't paid the bill
but on my brother site
he said that "I've Paid!!!"
even that i can connect now it was a slow connection
because of P1W1max have the Download Limit for 50GB last time
Now They Change to 30GB

What The F!@#$%^&*k!!!

we paid the same amount as last time
but they din according to the contract to give us better connection
but cut of the limit of GB
really speechless how come they have something with LIMIT
stremyx are better for me now
but the P1Wimax don let us to terminate the service

What The F!@#$%^&*k!!! (again)

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Another thing are
i being so stupid for more then 6 month about my cell phone bill

last time i sign up Maxis Rm150 package
cause i really use a lot that time
but few month ago
I din use to call so often
every month are just call and message like RM50
BUT i need to paid more then RM150
Because of the package
I really going to cry out since i paid more to maxis
finally i have change my package to RM50
hope the bill come next month are not over RM100

cause i really out of money
i bought a new graphic card and also a new power supply for my computer
those use up to RM400
the main point i bought the graphic card was
...to play the sims3...

Speechless right?
i feel quite regret to do that now haha
cause im not really addicted to The Sims3

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These day I'm quite Emo
i cant find out the reason why
but i know what I'm doing
the feeling are quite complicated

yesterday my vocal class first Un-plug section has over
and the result is Fail
first time get a Fail in my journey of Vocal
actually the result has predicted from myself
I have pick the wrong song for the section
I din practice much for that song
not enough practice with the guitarist
after the performs are over
and teacher told us our result
deep inside my heart was blaming myself
Have No Unhappy
Have No Complaining
Have Satisfied with the result
cause teacher give such a high mark for me
Just 5-6 mark away from the standard pass
if the Full Mark are 10
I give myself a 0 (zero) for that day
teacher you too kind

i really feel sorry to you teacher
i have already done my best for that day
...I'm Sorry...
Being like a Shit

:+:End:+:

Back To KLPac...

2009-07-04T02:47:00.004+08:00

This is my third time went to KLPac(Performing Art Central)

not go for college assignment
not accompany other go for research
this time i go and help out my brother music concert

that i mention b4
"Let's Go Mamak...AGAIN"
reach KLPac at 5pm and helping for packing goodies bag
arrange magazine
arrange table and so on

around 8o'clock the perform are going to start
i in charge at the left entrance
and another friend for right entrance
actually what we need to do is just collect the ticket
but i don know why i nervous for it
i really shaky while the audience are allowed to get to they sit
shaky when i collect those concert ticket
i really shame of myself
just a little thing also will nervous about it

after all the audience for today are be sited
and the show are about to start
so I'm so free after that and just sit at the reception hall
i really wanted to go in for the show actually
but i don dare to go in
cause no one told me that i can go in and watch the show
sit around 1 hour
then those musician have a small break
selling the program book
and give some goodies bag to those audience that din get it b4 the show start
the second round of the performance is start after 30minit break
and finally i went into the stage hall
and watch the performance
(My brother are one of those musician)

even i just watch 2 to 3 scenes of the whole performance
but i can feel it really a good perform
those music arrangement are really good
and they make a point that make the audience to laugh at it
cause the title are "Let's Go Mamak...AGAIN"
so it actually a casual music concert
i like the music arrangement
it quite touching and i admire the Violinist and also the women who play Gu Zhen
It really nice performs
but been a family member of the musician of the show
are not really SIOK LOL
cause i feel weird to help out the concert LOL
that my bad
i can said that if i just a normal person who like to listen on music
and have no relationship with one of those musician
i really like this music concert
and if i have money i will attend for 3/3 days of the performance
it not going to be boring actually

after the shows end
we go to mamak =.= LOL
With my Second Sister-in-law and also friends
then my brother join us for awhile also LOL
feel like just match they title of the concert swt

I Like this alot...but what it is??hmmmm
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....It wrote those famous musician name on it...

"Are You A KLPAC Virgin?"

Children Art Work for the concert

The Stage Seats Plan lol
it really colorful chair in the performance hall

this is what i have done today
and another thing that i wanted to said is

i need to keep fit again!!!
HAHAHAHAHA
not because of my weight increase
it because my tummy are big since last time i eat like moron lol

:+:End:+:

Let's Go Mamak...AGAIN!...::I want To Change::

2009-07-03T01:34:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow going to help out my brother with his Lets Go Mamak...Again concert
i scare it will boring to help with
but my mom keep asking me to support my brother
then ok lor i help just for 2 day of 3 day

the concert detail

LET'S GO MAMAK...AGAIN!

Date : 3- 5 July 2009

Venue : Pentas 1, KLPac (Kuala Lumpur Performing Arts Centre

The Mamak has become a place where everyone can meet for various social activities or just to relax, a place where diverse sights and sound come together. Now it will be brough to life by multi-cultural musicians.

Conceptually, the concert is a metaphor of the typical Malaysian social institution - the Mamak - which symbolises the unification of different types of people from different racial backgrounds, culture and ethnic groups. The Mamak has become a place where everyone can meet for various social activities or just to relax, a place where diverse sights and sound come together.

By experiencing this piece of performing arts centered around our local culture and brouguht to life by multi-cultural musicians, Inner Voices continues to uphold its mantra - UNITY THROUGH MUSIC.

Like last year, Let's Go Mamak Again features some of the most prominent names in the Malaysian music industry including Julian Chan, Fung Chern Hwei, Prakash Kandasamy, Jimmy Ch'ng, Tay Cher Siang and Kamrulbahri Hussin.

http://www.innervoices.asia/

Concert Price : Normal - RM47 / RM57 (3 - 4 July); Gala Night - RM72 / RM82

Please check http://www.klpac.com more details

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About the sub title that i said i want to change
it because i felt like i been SUI YU for sometime
i feel like some friend are just think im driver
but im hope that they din really think about that
but no one will know

some of my friend said im too kind
what to do this the way i treat my friends

but now
i think i need to change
don be so kind
always bull Shit ppl it fine lol
I wanted to be BSer!!!!
who wanted to join me??

i want to be just A-Mei that change to A-Mit
cause A-Mei are Kind and A-Mit are not really border others mind
so i hope i can change to BAD people also
but it is hard
can said is not possible to me
haiz...tell me what i should do then??

:+:End:+:

A-Mit Vs A-Mei.....{David Achuleta}

2009-07-02T16:18:00.005+08:00

This Is A-Mit

This Is A-Mei

A-Mei has release her new album
and she try to use new image to release it
A-Mit

I like A-Mei music while im still young
that why when i sing my voice just like girl LOL
cause i like the power that A-Mei have

and it cannot be denied that A-Mei have release a lot nice song
but it just like "A-Mei" style song
just like A-Mei said that on 康熙來了

But for the new album
she use A-Mit Sing style to release
i can said that i like A-Mit More then A-Mei
those genre of A-Mit are more interesting to me
cause most of song are rock,relaxed and Light

if you the one who ask my opinion
i will highly recommended you guys to buy A-Mei New Album

"A-Mit 阿密特"

黑吃黑

好膽你就來

靈魂的重量

相愛後動物感傷

these are the song that i like most in A-Mit Album
must go and listen it really nice
and it a bit different with A-Mei Song

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:::::Another Story:::::

Another idol of mine David Achuleta have a new single
i heard that while driving :Radio:
when my friend ask me to change channel
then the song just start
that song are nice
title is "Zero Gravity"

While im heard that
i PS on my Mind are
"Finally he got some song that can said are dance song"
LOL

cause you know i bought his "Crush" Album
and i keep listen and listen
all the song recorded inside the CD
have no fast song that can add dance
so it is a FINALLY haha

His Voice are really nice
Very Touching voice he have
im so so so jealous about him
only him as the male singer can attract me with they Singing voices
:::::ENVY:::::

:+:End:+:

Sad...Because of those stupid News Paper...

2009-06-28T02:37:00.003+08:00

All The Newspaper
All Headline are MJ dead

Make me Feel Extremely down
i don know why
just feel very very very sad
and still while i listen to
"The Look Of Love" by diana Krall
double up my moody feeling

and i just record the Alisa newest Song
"如果沒有明天"
"If there are no tomorrow"
and the last row of the chorus
"If I Die Tonight"
haiz now im so so so moody

MJ
...Rest In Peace...

Very Sad We Cant Have You Again

haiz

:+:END:+:

One week anniversary...

2009-06-27T01:11:00.004+08:00

It Around one week that i din write something here
cause im still free as usual
so nothing that important to mark

since this week
my sister when to HongKong for vacation
i went out to my mom restaurant to help out
first time i feel that im not boring while helping out my mom rest
haha...you know why?
cause it really busy to be cashier in a restaurant
need to count the amount then give back the correct changes
this is very hard for new lol
but so far i get all correct haha
and the fun of counting the money that earn for everyday lol

Money FACE!!!lol $.$

these day
i face something
and the thing make me change
that what my friend said
after that case pop out then i change bad ady
they said i like to shoot ppl in-fu-rant of them lol

just now i went to my friend birthday
at redbox
they ask me to book the K room at 8-11
so i start prepare on 6:30
cause i told my friend that i will reach she home while on 7
then go sunway straight away
whose know she late more then 30minute =.=
i waited her in car for a full 30 minute in car just now
sorry...these day i really easy to get angry
so just now my attitude really different
i shock myself too lol
but i think sometime i must be bad also
so that not easy to be "USE"

i bought a cake at Kings cake house b4 reach my friend house
(After that i know she late,so i prefer to go get cake first)
actually they asked me to buy secret recipe cake
but i scare they will play with the cake if it happen then the cake are wasted
so i just bought a kings cake house cake
sure it cheaper then the secret recipe lol
when the cake period just now
i glad that my predict was come true ( =.='')
But i kesian about that cake actually
i stand beside the cake and keep repeat
"NO!!!! Don PLAY PUSH HEAD TOWARD TO THE CAKE!!"
but my friend never listen to me
i really feel disappointing on her
make me more angry at her
so rude one wor don listen to ppl haiz

It lucky that i din bought this...hahaz XD

another important thing for today are...

Michael Jackson aka The King of Pop RIP

i know this when i saw ah gor MSN personal message
the second remind are my sister tell me again
the third remind are wan chean blog
the fourth remind are the newspaper when i go out to DA BAO bak guk teh for my brother

it really a big surprise for the whole world people that like music
but i din listen to his music actually
because if i not wrong
when i was small i feel that he are very scary
that one he turn into wolf video scared me lol

<>

:+:End:+:

2009-06-17T01:49:00.005+08:00

I have been SOSOSOSO boring these day
No school No Work No Activities
actually what im going to said is
im going to be crazy while being so FREE!!!

i know i know everyone aim for free free and free
but for me im actually aim for BUSY!!!
what can i usually do?
what can i actually do?
it really hard to find job to suit my schedule
since saturday i need to go for vocal classes
i only can work those job which only work on Mon-Fri
but those job are actually stupid hard to find

and i can said that i miss so many and many of job already
i have lost around 10 or more good pay part time jobs...
Why I lost it
it because all needed on SATURDAY!!!T.T

I must Plan
...PLAN PLAN PLAN PLAN PLAN PLAN...
MUST DO SOMETHING
:Now what i only do is Sometime when to my Mom Shop and Help out:
:Saturday go for Vocal class:
:That all my life is:

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I don know why this year i easy to get sick
first red eyes
then fever Gao Gao
now Sore throat pulak
and it very very serious case
even just talk with low volume it will feel extremely pain
don know how to cure it
even i eat a lot of medicine ady use a lot of A MA(mean grandmother way) way ady
also not yet been cure
it been 4-5 days ady it really uncomfortable
cause i cannot eat whatever i wanted to eat lol
EAT EAT EAT

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I see some movie that really nice
and im sure most of you are already seen lol

first:

The movie i "DREAM" to watch
Street Fighter:The Legend Of Chun-Li

but i see it in PPS network
not a clear version so are not SONG enough
and it not so good also just a bit too little thing to see

Second:

Confession Of Shopaholic

Wao this movie are brilliant hahaha
it really nice movie for me
it funny touching and also a bit pity for the leading character
she trying to stop shopping
but she born to be a Shopaholic...

Third:

Chandni Chowk To China

Haha this is a Indian comedy movie
but i really recommended you all to see this movie
cause it really funny for the certain part
it make me keep laughing and cant stop myself lol

:+:END:+:

用非所學學非所用

2009-06-06T04:20:00.002+08:00

剛剛在PPS看了最新一集的康熙來了

關於那些以前是偶像團體的明星

現在他們的年齡都已經40多了

但是樣貌看不出來

之後就去看大學生了沒

這次是我第一次看

而且這次的主題是

臺灣生大學大學生什麽

<<老闆請給我工作>>

這主題吸引了我要去看

因爲我在找工作

哈哈沒錢用啊需要買很多東西

那集請來了四位專家

提供了很多很多的意見

看這集真是獲益良多阿

有兩件事情專家們說的

我覺得很對一下

第一件事

“漂亮的外貌比任何推薦信都有用”

哈哈所以我終于知道爲什麽我總是找不到工作了

沒人喜歡請黑黑又感覺髒髒的人啊

而且我的外貌，説實在真的不好

但是很多人都騗我，哈哈哈哈

第二件事

“用非所學學非所用”

大學生們說到

他們現在所念的科係不一定是他們以後想要的工作

即使念完了那個科係

出到社會發現不是自己的興趣

而去開始找一些不是自己在大學所學的

聼了之後真的覺得

如果現在我一時無聊

而去報讀一些只是一時感興趣的科目

就算念完了

那張所謂的畢業證書

也是廢紙一張吧

而且浪費錢

我知道很多人會覺得讀書,拿證書

以後才有前途

但是現在的我覺得這只是一些人的想法

因爲很多人即使念到非常高的等級

也是很難找工作吧

而且你們可以肯定

出社會時

你們是帶著你們在學院學的東西打天下嗎?

哈哈我不懂其他人怎麽想

但是現在的我還是沒有一個定位

沒有特定的方向

希望在不久之後可以知道自己要的是什麽

大家一起加油吧！！

:+:END:+:

Second Level Class Exam...{Pass}

2009-05-31T00:48:00.005+08:00

Today is my vocal class
second level exam
but im not so satisfied with the mark i get
and also not content my performs today
can said that all of us not in the mood
or maybe nervous lol

for me im nervous
until I over strengthen my dance move
make myself lack of breath to maintain my performs
i hate myself being nervous to sing and dance
hate myself being lack of breath while dance while sing
and i hate someone who said something stupid to me today!!!!
(Talk later...lol)

After our class performs
the crew ask us to go out to the reception
wait for our result
cause will let us know the result just after the exam
we not really scare about the mark actually LOL
(Even i said that Not scare but actually nervous)

After wait of 5 minute or 10 minute
the crew ask us to go in to the exam room
and the judge told us our mark
First David Koon teacher comment on us
then Selina
our same problem is our confident and eyes contact
that what we all should learn
for personally
my dance din hit the point
not really enjoy the song
nervous
no breath
T.T

I get 76.25% for this time
the highers are weijie he get 77.15 if im not wrong
but i think other did very well also
our class 7 ppl and all get a pass from the first round

after that we all go and have lunch at SAN WONG
today we have some special guess have lunch with us
lol
that Shie Haur he always go back home after class
today he have lunch with us
and stay quite long also
what a special day for us LOL
then IngYan ChunMei weijie
forgot they water bottle at halo forest
so we went back to halo forest after the lunch

while we reach there
the second class have just finish they exam
and listen comment from teacher at the room
ShaoWei prefer to wait the second class out from the room
cause he got some friend are in the class
so we wait...

when they come out then we know that
they have 5 person taking the exam
1 person pass while the first round
4 person need to performs the second song
then another 1 pass while the second round
that mean 3 person fail

one of the 'GIRL' who fail
(That someone who stupid i mention just now)
she sang the same song as me
Double from BoA
at first i don know that actually
i know that b4 our class take exam

then do you know what she said me?
she said...

Girl:Neh!!!~that the one who make me fail...

Me: {Blur}??

Girl:Cause he too hard and i too soft then they fail me...

Me:{Started to get angry} ??????

Girl: If our class take exam first sure i get the pass.

Me:{Talking In Mind} I DON THINK SO!!!

Aunty!!!
do you think you really can?
you really can pass if you sing b4 me??
i don think so
if you can
you no need to performs first to get the pass
i can said that
i can let you to performs first ok?
don blame people like this
know how rude you are?
and i tell you
BoA SONG CANNOT BE SOFT OK???
and how about your second round HUH???
I din get to the second round
why you fail too while in second round?
you blame me like that
do you think you too UNDUE???
i really cannot understand what you thinking

GO TO HELL LA...
(Sorry I cant control my anger now lol)

i hope that im not going to meet that girl again...

back to diary LOL
after that stupid situation
Chun Mei IngYan shaow wei and me go to sunway pyramid for walk
but actually we plan to go watch movie
but when we step outside the cinema entrance
inside like someone throwing money on the floor
can said is
People Mountain People Sea Ah lol
so we change the plan go have a walk at sunway pyramid
but actually my butt and my leg are pain
cause yesterday i play badminton with Kinfai and MinLiang
i think 4 hour games lol
so quite painful lol

we when to sushi king for dinner
then we when back home straight away
next week no class for vocal
teacher said will let us rest for one week then start at the second week
haha

im end here today

:+:END:+:

Temporary...

2009-05-27T03:08:00.003+08:00

I been told so many thing
some good news
and so some answer that i wanted to know

Good news is
yesterday night
i ask my brother that issit have any friend that finding singer?
then my brother said there have a job
that be singer at Genting Highland
I was so exited about it
I want to go...hope that Uncle will hire me
the duration are 3 month stay at Genting Highland
can back home as one week one time
the salary are RM3000 per month
they will provide RM1800 for the meal and room as well
it quite good offer to me
i really hope that my brother can get me the contract
another good point are
i can get more blond when i came back
LOL

The answer that i finally find out is
after the first audition at circle cafe
they din call me for work
it because they forgot to mark my number down
the second time audition at circle cafe
Joey (The Agent) din call me for work also
these day i keep on calling her and she din pick up
just now when i ask Aunt Susana
then aunt Susana called joey friends and ask
they said got some problem
and there are a lot of cafe singer waiting list
Im in the list too
so what i can do is
WAIT

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About the new profile that i write
have an title are Temporary boy
actually the reason why i put this is because
one day while i driving back home
i think that if i wanted to went out for now
who can i call for??
there is hard to decide
can said that are no one
cause i have no
BEST FRIEND

first reason are
I can talk much when i meet them face to face
but after i when back home
i have nothing to chat with them in msn
or even didn't talk with them in phone b4
just like my friend have told me
"when I around you"
"I feel im your good friend"
"but after we back home"
"I don know what you thinking"
"I feel like i don even know you"
this is what she told me

I always fool around when i face to face with friends
but actually im not good enough about communicate with my friend
so i feel that
my primary school friends
secondary school friends
or even my previous collage friends
all just like temporary friends
i really don want like this
maybe just i think too much??
MAYBE

Another thing is
i quite scare that my friends dislike me
sometime from they reaction
i will suddenly feel that they don like me
issit they think im disturbing them?
issit im too noisy?
issit i done anything wrong to them?
issit they don like me?
this is what always appear on my mind
when i suddenly have a weird feel
or maybe just i

THINK TOO MUCH???

or it real?
anyway i really scare to call friends out
don know why
sometime i will scare there are busy
cause they are not free as me
so i choose not to call them
wait them to call me out

maybe Im really supercilious??
Friend if you reading this please
let me know the truth
what kind of friend i am actually
(With Comment for better reading thanks)
but maybe no one will do
LOL
that why i put temporary boy on profile
it not because of my friends
it all my fault my friendship only can be temporary(??)

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About the sims3 i install it in my brother laptop quite happy that i can play on it but what i wanted to say about that game is almost all the thing are still same just you can go around your neighbor visit your neighbor and sure the graphic are great it better then the two previous series Sims3 Are nice to play then Sims And Sims2 just almost the thing are same I stop here today...need to sleep ady LOL~ ...Good Night...

:+:END:+:

26 may 2009

2009-05-26T00:20:00.005+08:00

....................Now im extremely...................

.............!!!Frustrated!!!...............

Sorry Your Video card does not appear to support at least Shader Model 2 Please Upgrade Your Card

...T.T...

I wanted to play that games
I wanted to get a new computer for myself
Please If you Guys who Read my blog
Let Me Know any Job that can earn money
Part time Jobs
Freelance Jobs
PLEASE~~
BIG THANKS~

.............HAIZ...........

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I was keep searching the web and see is there are job that suit my time table,but the result is NO...SAD...most of the part time jobs or freelance jobs only wanted to hire female worker...

IT NOT FAIR OK??

why im always cant get the job that i can achieve...even cafe singer also cant...for my schedule now...only cafe singer that are suitable for me to earn money,cause it at night i can go for class on noon...i hope that Circle Joey going to call me back ASAP i keep calling her these few day,but she don want to pick up my phone call...i hate her so much for now,who bluff me...

Fine...slowly find job and slowly get the money to buy a new computer for myself...

these day,don know why my neck always hurt after i wake up,i think im really get old ady...one thing that i wanted to say is...

I hate someone,he always talk bullshit on me and also always said i talk bullshit i said i no money then he said i Dou Dou Lan Ye I really hate him for now Always like show off infront of me while in msn i don like to talk to him i don want be friend with him anymore he are really rude enough the word he use the thing he said
!!GO TO HELL!!!

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just now while im finding any singing contest to earn money(i mean try my best to get the money of the contest.)then suddenly i found two picture of mine LOL...take a look on the picture,it quite nice lol for me...but abit over...

Haha look like wanted to fight...

Im stop here today...need to rest my hand still pain...good night...

:+:End:+:

25 may 2009

2009-05-25T01:23:00.006+08:00

!!~~WooHoo~~!!

finally found a blog template that nice to me!!!...haha quite happy that i change it,cause the previous template was Out Of Date For me lol...and also i add many of 自恋 thing on blog LOL...

By the way...tomorrow i going to ESL language center to take the English test the short form ESL is change from [E]nglish as the [S]econd [L]anguage,lol quite funny for me,but it right for me too i hope that make english as my second language,hope tomorrow can get more higher grade so can take less class and also paid less for the certificate.

ESL
lol But this not the logo of the Language center lol just it got ESL on it...

About the test,i suddenly notice that my vocal class exam are on 30th of may,this saturday...make me feel like this week are my exam week LOL...for the week before my vocal class exam,have quite alot problem suddenly pop out...is a long story...

the saturday before last week,we have last class of our vocal classes then our teacher said we can come over on thursday for practise and also rehearsal for the exam ,but when we all reach the haloforest (S) at the counter and we couldnt pass her so we when back down and just have dinner at station one,cause got cafe singer there...

who know,while we waiting the couple of cafe singer to performs,they look like someone i know...then suddenly alan come to station one and sit beside the stage said that the cafe singer as him to go station one...while the cafe singer rest time,alan walk toward to me and ask me go to sit with them,and they said they can recognize me,and they said last time after the interview actually they wanted to call me to work by unfortunately they din have my phone number and also i din call back to them LOL...that funny...

after the conversation they ask me to go on stage sing few song,but i only sing one and ask my classmate go on the stage sing also,so we all sing one the stage that night sure i have fun with it...but i stay not long at there cause my brother need to use car to go KL do performance...i go back straight away after i sing on the stage...

the next day afternoon,i get a message from ShaoWei (Our Monitor in vocal class),said got classes on that saturday same time as usual...we go for the class and while we ask the counter they said they don know anything about it,so cannot comfirm what time we can start our class that day...after that they told us that we need to pay the Month Fees again,i really unhappy when i heard that,cause last time this case have settle,but fine...i told them i paid next time cause i don know this at all...

so i walk to class,while i just walk pass the door that pass to corridor of class room,they stop me and said "NO PAY CANNOT GO INTO CLASS"...what the really angry that time but what can i do?that not the reception problem are the inner problem...HAIZ so

...I BORROW MONEY FROM MY CLASSMATE TO PAID THE FEES FIRST...

after the rehearsal i go back home and take money from my mom to paid back my classmate ,then go to sungei wang with them cause wanted to buy some cloth for exam...OK i Buy Cloth as well...Original price RM139.then argue until RM100...i so paiseh lol...

See this that cloth i buy...It In Bronze of color actually...

in that shop i saw another cloth that nice too buy my friend said that not nice...T.T i must ask them again for that lol...

don know why my hand are pain,this morning till now...very uncomfortable...i think i need rest ady lol...good night...

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Jolin Stop Dancing For 2 Month...

2009-05-20T02:27:00.004+08:00

When i look at the Stafenie Sun World Tour concert video about Jolin Show table dance with her,suddenly remind me that Jolin announce she going to stop dancing for 2 month because she hurt her waist while performs...

See what she did while on stage...

She always do the thing or move that are limit for human body,Pls jolin don too over ady...very sad because of that...she really too hard working,sure i know every artist are hard working too,but for me jolin are the most hard working artist...she hard work to maltreat herself...

ya at first it really nice to saw it but if you do it too over it will boring for other audience,for me even how many time you do the same move,you are still very prefect to me...

Table dance and duet with Stafenie [First Day]

When i saw this video,first ly i thought the dance they do are long but it just a little,even though only a little you can see Jolin really look extremely nice while she dancing and also while she with straighten hair,how perfect she is...hehe...

I must hardwork too,hope that one day i can stand on the stage they two standing...really greatful to see they duet,very touching for me actually,cause too long din see Stafenie Sun and also can see the Butterfly Jolin Dance.

For me just like inside that video jolin just a spin,that make me feel greatful and i fall again with her LOL~...

Anyway,Hope she recover soon...GooD Night~...

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19 May 2009

2009-05-19T01:47:00.004+08:00

Boring Life...These day i just keep on watching PPS for the hong kong drama and also taiwan drama...everyday the same...i really hope to change...to be busy everyday,no time for sleep everyday...lol that what i wanted to...

31st of may going to be my vocal class second level exam,it quite fun cause we are going to sing while dancing,and also it a big challenge for us,cause im not enough breath if i do that...i must train hard ady...jogging jogging!!!LOL...

actually Our class got 9 person,but till now our exam only have 7 person will attend,cause one of the classmate din told the reception that he not going to come for the class for around 1 month,so they cancel his class,he cannot attend the class...another classmate situation are same but the thing that different is, he paid for the class that he din't attend,so he slow down the process already so change the exam date...mean change to another class...

I choose Double By Boa For the exam song,it quite a dance song but it too boring for me,cause one of my classmate choose Circus By Britney Spears Are more interesting...HOR...nothing i can do most of the nice dance song are from famale artist...i hardly to find a song that suit for Boy...haiz...

Our teacher said will be another class that will do exam at the same day as us,same time too...acctually we need to prepare the second song but our teacher very sure that our class can get a pass just using One song so ask us no need to prepare for second song...lol thanks for the comfirm but we don think about that we must be prepare too...

The H1N1 Sound like really serious sick for now...cause the virus of H1N1 for this year have 99% resistance to the action of a drug,that scary right lol...because of this sick,my friend parent don let her go out for walk...lol...hope it will be cure asap...

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The drama that i watch this few week are hong kong drama...one is 老婆大人 II another one is 巾幗梟雄...this two drama are nice...exspecialy 巾幗梟雄...

巾幗梟雄

老婆大人 II

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KALA^^OK^^(013)

2009-05-12T23:15:00.004+08:00

Really Long Time din play record,haha so i record again...this song from Jolin New album 我的依赖 is a nice song...you guys can go and download Jolin Version and listen LOL...

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

我的依赖

地震的夜晚趕來作伴

重感冒的凌晨煮著稀飯

這個讓我哭過的人多麼溫暖

我感謝我們不完美卻坦白自然

我們從牽手放手又牽手走過來

願意為更懂你的心 Spending all my life

每當情緒像海你只抱我從不催我講出來

我就明白你是我的依賴

地震的夜晚趕來作伴

重感冒的凌晨煮著稀飯

這個讓我哭過的人多麼溫暖

我感謝我們不完美卻坦白自然

我們從期待失落又期待走過來

願意為一起看未來 Spending all my life

每當變成習慣生活太淡總有感動的意外

我就明白你是我的依賴

就算是幸福都由老天在管

只借不送我還是不肯還用真愛耍賴

我們從日出日落又日出走過來

願意為愛你去忙碌 Spending all my life

每當命運變幻需要狂歡需要流淚你都在

我就明白你是我的依賴

我們明白愛是互相依賴

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11 may 2009

2009-05-11T01:55:00.003+08:00

Very lazy to blog...cause nothing i can wrote down...Haiz...

but now im really sad because of my hair color...the story is

3 weeks ago i look myself in the mirror and feel that i should change my hair color,cause the color look bad ady,i keep thinking what color should i dye,firstly i wanted to dye Light Gold,cause when i pass by watson and i look inside,i saw those dye-ing stuff there,i walk in and have a look at it...and i bought it home...

the next day i feel like asking my friend issit this color suit me or issit nice when i dye on myself, they no comment or they din answer my question till now... thinking about what color should i dye(it take about 2 weeks...X.X),the first color come on my mind is black blue actually,when this color show inside my mind i feel like wanted to dye just like black color like other...

i finding somone to help me dye my hair,but almost all cant get the color cause they salon din have black-blue color store,fine...so i when in to a salon and ask them which color are nice on me...they dye a red on me...

Wao...that really nice color for me,and i like it Soooooooooooo Much,but unfortunately now the color are become darker really sad about that...i like the color that when i step out from the salon...

...just after dye it...

...3 Day After...

T.T...Sob...Sad You Know???!!!

the color change so fast

sure i need to wash my hair everyday what

T.T

Before i leave the salon they told me if i don satisfied the color the do on my hair can go back and redo the color...But i think the color change because i wash my hair...how to claim about the salon??...Sob...i should go and ask that salon??...Quite Sad when i compare that two photo...

P.S.: another thing is luckily that Astro star quest 2009 din show me on the TV...LOL

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last thursday is my father birthday,and my mom organize a party for him,61 years old birthday,i din give any present to my father cause i really din have money to buy anything for him,I Din Work At All...LOL next time if i been work i will give...

Happy Belated Mothers Day Everyone

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Wolverine 2009...

2009-05-04T03:12:00.003+08:00

last saturday after my vocal class when to time square for movie,cause im too boring so i ask her go walk walk...we watch X-Men Origins: Wolverine (2009),we bought premium class ticket...first time that i go in to premium class room,nothing different,just less ppl watching and the sit are bigger and more comfortable...

This show really not bad...haha

vocal class exam are coming,going to practice everyday for get the pass LOL...

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Sick...

2009-04-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

Im sick...it serious,keep cough ,throat critical pain snot keep coming out...i use more then 3 roll of toilet paper in 1 week,maybe that not a big amount but it many...

wanted to post a new post many time actually,but...when i sign in then i open the new post pages,when i saw the blank page my mood gone...haha so i leave,i do that more then 5 time...and so...i notice that many people are also fall sick cause of the enviroment...so unlucky im the one of them...

the most toilsome thing is...

I CANT SING!!!

i hate that,if i start singing then cough and snot keep bordering me...and also i cant sleep well b4 i fall a sleep,i cant breath with my nose and the snot keep wanted to come out so keep clean it clean it and clean it,i think is more then 2 hour i on bed only can make me fall a sleep...it was so so so hard to pass everyday for this 2 week...is quite painstaking...

this is the first time i sick so serious,i mean last time just abit cough or something but now...fever ,cough, snot,throat pain,headache and vomit...haiz...everyone must keep healthy you know lol...

I have another NDSL,my another mean i have one b4,but it "Missing",and the case it really really stupid,my previous NDSL put at home and let my nephew play with it,but one day i came back home,my mom told me only saw the TT and also memory card(TT and that memory card is some imnportant thing for NDSL,if without that two thing,the NDSL cant even play...)...

then i find over the house,nothing can find,i ask my nephew where is that NDSL,and he said nothing and just got to the dustbin and just stand over there and look...then we know that he throw it into the dustbin...and it 3 day ago he did that,i ask why he do something like that,he said it spoil already...

His Meaning Of Spoil Is Just The TT and Memory Card is not installed in the NDSL...HAIZ...just like that i lost RM900 for the previous one...quite sad that time...

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Bed...

2009-04-23T01:27:00.003+08:00

today around 430 my mom phone rang and i pick it up...someone unknown on the phone actually but i do chat with her cuase...she are the one who incharge of delivery of furniture LOL Zha Dao issit?...

she call over because my mom book a new bed for her room,finally she make the decision to change that 30 years bed to new one...she don want to change even that old bed fall down so many time because of it 'AGES',my mom just fix it over and over again...i bored about that,and the bed are out of string already not comfirtable at all...

the delivery will arrive at 6pm so me and my mom was cleaning the corpse of the old bed,and also clean the floor that been cover by the bed over 30 years...Wao it Ridiculous...we din even clean the following floor down the bed...lol we have clean sometime,but maybe 1 year 1 time? luckily it not so dirty...

my mom spoil and knock down the bed then throw it away and ask the delivery person bring back with them, my mom keep said she think about 1 week that issit want to change or not,cause she miss that bed...swt maybe...

but think the better way...got a new confirtable and nice bed...the bed my mom get is hard but not so hard...i prefer harder cause it more good for our backbone...fine is ok this is good enough now(at least better then the old bed...),but actually i miss the old bed too...since i sleep on it over 19 years...

after cleaning the room,get second bath(the first bath are just 1 hour ago lol...),and have my first meal at 6pm...while eating i watch DVD name Bride War...Wao it really a nice movie i ever see,it about friendship more then everything...it quite funny but also sad when they are make trick to each other since they are best friend since they were young...

Im Sick already...haiz cannot even practise,going to die this saturday...Sob...

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20 april 2009..

2009-04-20T02:12:00.005+08:00

This few day my mood are down for most of the time,i have no idea again what happen to me,but this is the reason that make me din have the mood to blog...

Today...chun mei, shao wei, wei yan and me plan to go sungei want and watch ASQ top20 roadshow,i told them to meet at the main entrance at 12pm,but...i over sleep,then i send a message to shao wei and said change the meet-ing time to 12:30~1:00...lol

when i reach time square by taxi(Cause Im Late ady),then i call shao wei to meet me at the time square bridge...when i meet up with him,he told me that he arrive time square at 11am...i feel so Paiseh when he told me this lol...we go to Bar.B.Q plaza for our "breakfast" later chun mei and wei yan come join us at Bar.B.Q plaza...

we having fun at Bar.B.Q plaza...cause,going out with Shao wei are fun...cause he keep joke and fool around...

after see the performance from ASQ top 20 i suggest to go Neway...and becos of that we all feel down about it,cause the first room we enter,cant even change the key...and the staff don even know what is key,so that we change to another room...

finally that room can change key,but that room are SUCK!!!...it like no one being that room b4,are dirty ,smelly ,bad sound system(They Said...)...and the food are bad too...i really regret to suggest that going for sing at neway...

after that,we are not in the mood and not feeling to go back home so early,we walk around at time square,then wei yan and shao wei start to discuss my Look and also fasion sense,swt ya i really din have that sense thing...cause im blur for everything...

they said even i walk on the road they feel im not confident at all also,and also din style my hair lol...then they help me to choose cloth to buy and i use up RM200 today for 2 T-shirt and 1 Jacket...

white T-shirt Cost Around RM50

The Logo look like

Black T-shirt Cost Around RM50 also

The Logo Look Like

The White Jacket Cost Around RM100

The Logo Look Like

This T-shirt Are Cost Around RM20

Actually is a free give For member,i said it cost around RM20 because i use RM20 to apply the member...haha

But all this only cost around RM200 include the member fees,caost got 20% discount...

after that we when to play some game,then we go back home...shao wei and me was the same direction and he told me alot of thing actually...it good to go out with him actually,but if really like he said about himself,i scare that i saw another of him...WooHoo...

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The Signs Of The Zodiac...3/12

2009-04-19T22:48:00.001+08:00

金牛座终极另类分析

幽默是金牛的天赋

与一般星座书上描写的金牛们相反，其实金牛座非常具有幽默感。他们天生就有搞笑的才能，善于制造轻松的氛围，不要再将牛牛们认为成是一群僵硬腐化的人，相反他们很可爱。还记得在《满城尽带黄金甲》的发布会场上不断耍宝的金牛发哥吗？他的幽默感绝对令资深娱记也大跌眼镜，人缘好不是随便说说的，金牛座有着宽厚的胸怀。

其实他们有着叛逆的灵魂

金牛基本上看起来都是乖孩子，仿佛脚踏实地，固执老实，但是，谁曾想到，其实他们的内心都有着一个小邪魔在作祟？他们虽然是一板一眼的生活，但是在他们的内心里却喜欢着调皮的恶作剧。不要金牛们想象的太沉闷，他们其实内心五彩斑斓，而且特别钟意制造出各种人生的小小乐趣。也正是这样叛逆的灵魂，让有些金牛让人吃惊。所以，一般的容貌姣好的乖乖女，或者一般人理想中的文静男，其实，都不属于金牛的鉴赏范围，他们总会奇异的喜欢些标新立异的人。这点在金牛男上表现的较为突出，也因此而衍生出不少瓶女和牛男的佳话吧。

思考是金牛的具象

在贪图享乐的外表下，金牛有一颗哲学家的心。他们看问题的方法与众不同，他们有着唯物主义的思考逻辑，不会轻易人云亦云，也正因为如此，他们让人觉得固执非常。

但是千万不要因为固执就否认金牛们的智慧，有马克思，列宁，康德……为证，金牛们完整的理性思维往往能建立严密体系，只是有时候他们太容易钻牛角尖！不过即使是钻牛角尖的牛牛也具有鲜明的个人特质，李敖就是这类金牛的代表：）

务实的人生不需要浪漫武装

跟牛牛生活是一件比较乏味的事情，如果你钟爱浪漫的仪式。

因为牛牛无论金钱或者生活，他们都踏着务实的步伐。他们不会轻易说我爱你，他们不会随便送花，他们甚至不记得你的生日，更别提情人节等什么形而上的各种纪念日，这让人大为光火。因为没有了形式的爱情，又怎么能证明是爱情呢？

但是，金牛们会告诉你，其实有时候真正的帮助其实好过鲜花香水，有时候挺身而出的担当其实胜过所有的甜言蜜语。所以金牛们的爱情，也许让人闷到感觉不出火花，但是，在贫乏的爱的表象下，却藏着他们深刻的滴水不漏而且日久弥坚的关怀。

享乐人生的信仰

金牛们懂得生活。他们虽然很执著，但是该放弃的时候，他们并没有太多犹豫。从利益出发考量的方式，让他们在现实生活中相当的如鱼得水，而懂得平衡自己的贪念，而追求物质的享受和一心的宁静，是金牛座中的极品。这样的金牛能够在逆境中坦然，在顺境中懂得顺应。他们有着预见性的智慧，使人生得到完整的规划。在适当的时候寻求闲适，所以金牛座很少有面临困境无法自拔的困兽，他们相当的懂得自我调节和生活。他们有着自己的节奏。

能够轻松生活的智者

金牛们在星座排行中表现一般，但是其实他们都很出色，金牛座的孩子往往是班干部，金牛座的爸爸妈妈都是模范爸妈，他们在生活中尽职尽责，富有责任感，虽然有时候稍嫌古板，但是正是他们撑起了所谓规矩的框架。

严肃生活认真思考却有能享有生活乐趣的金牛们其实非常可爱，当然，如果他们不那么市侩，那就更好了！

I will keep this forever...

2009-04-19T03:31:00.003+08:00

Today another day of vocal class...actually nothing much to say just wanted to remind myself that 4 sentence that my vocal teacher told me and ask me to get use to it...

面对该面对的困难或缺点

face the problem you have or meet

然后接受它

accept your bad

设法把它解决

find a way to solve it As Soon As Possible

之后把它放下

after that just put down and let go

it totally right,but it hard for me...i will try my best and remember this 4 sentence forever...

...Try Hard...

...Confidents...

17 April 2009

2009-04-17T14:23:00.003+08:00

See...how long that i din write new post...because of what?because of my network connection...i hate my house connection system,what P1WiMax Useless,it not better then other connection also...but other are the same...i cant even log in to msn or when to web every time i wanted to...haiz...

WHY...

end of the story...

last Wednesday,i went to the cafe singer interview,im the only one who going for the interview lol,cause most of my friend said din prepare,too late already or something to do busy cannot come over for the interview...so i follow Kahoe Mom(Auntie)to the place for interview...

that place at kota damansara if im not wrong,and the cafe call "Circle" it open because Halo Cafe close...(Just same cafe at OUG that i go and try to interview last time >.<),when we reach ,there got singer are performing,they sing so good...make me feel like want to rush back home immediately lol...

sit there and talk with the agent about the interview,about salary,about myself...(Just another introduce to her),then i when up to the stage and start sing with the song i wanted to sing...

and i have pass,cause they want many many of singer so even im not good they also going to let me in and help they sing at the cafe for someday...the salary are RM60 per day but my mom and brother said that are too low...(for me this is really enough for the beginner like me...)

actually that day i sing bad,lol just same problem im nervous and not enough confident like my friend and teacher said,arh how to train my confident and reduce my nervous?...and still im not enough breath...need sleep early and go for jog again...

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yesterday,luckily that i have car to drive so i find my secondary friend go night market and also go for dinner,when we at night market,i saw my friend that in 终极天团 are promoting they show at the night market,at first im curious about what happen are there?and my friend said there many of LengZai LengLui so we when and take a look...then i see the T-shirt they wear with "终极 (what what what)" then im sure are they...

after that we go for dinner,since my friend have a serious problem with her boy friend...she don like him anymore,can say that because she boyfriend are too care about her,it too over...so she don like...and when she told him to break up and that boy said"Im not going to show up in front you again,you cant find me anymore..."...

That what a stupid sentence he said,mean he going to commit suicide just because my friend wanted to break with him...what a childish person...those who are doing the same thing are so so so so so so so so Stupid you know?what for hurt yourself because someone don want you?maybe i don know the feeling,but for me...im not going to die because losing someone what...im still have my thing and my life to go on...what the point that make yourself pain and make your skin have a scar there...meaningless...Brainless...(HOHOHO...Sorry Ya...LOL)...

the most weird thing is,after my friend have a long talk with him in phone(talk about break up),he send a message for her and said,"Tomorrow i buy something for you for your breakfast ah...""Im still will treat you as good as i can"...

Shit issit he are out of the area of the situation he have?or just pretend that nothing happen at all?lol,and the most terror is...after that two message my friend din reply,then he suddenly send another message and the message are...

HEHE...

so horrible right?lol don know what that person think...haiz...

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David Archuleta...

2009-04-14T02:42:00.004+08:00

Now...I'm one of the fans of David Archuleta...i hate to add my list of Idol you know?...cause need to buy they album mean,need to use money again lol...

actually I am envious of his success so much...cause when i see his profile from the wikipedia,i realize that he born at 1990...same as me,and still he is younger then me cause im born at march but he December, haha...I'm really ENVY~~LOL

but It cannot be denied that he sing really nice,and also he can play guitar keyboard piano and also a song writer-singer,all the thing he can do,but I'm not...Very Sad lol, but he make me wanted to work hard about it...thanks you LOL...he are now my model LOL...

I just cant believe that i miss his concert last Saturday,abit sad about it,but i sure he will come over to Malaysia once again next time so i wait...i think if i went to shopping these few day,I'm sure will go search for his album already...work hard work hard!!!

I'm feel like learn back my violin,i learn before and it like last only 2 years then i stop cause of some stupid reason,but I'm going to be 2x already...i scare it will be late to learn it back from now...haiz...how??...watever,im going to learn it again...

need to find some fast or up beat song for this Saturday,i must pass this week,Pls pls intro me some up beat song,i don care it English or Mandarin,just let me know and i get it to practise,thanks...haha...

Quite happy you know...today suddenly my nephew nudge me on MSN,and ask me to send the song to him that i sing,and he said he really like my voice...(haha ya abit weird la when heard that but it really happy to heard that for me...WooHoo~),then he said Im sing that 不公平 are better then the original singer,haha it make me exited again,but i don think it true...cause jenny yang sang that song are really got feel...My friend said are different feel when i sing...ok...thanks anyway LOL...

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12 April 2009

2009-04-12T04:47:00.002+08:00

YO YO YO...

haha is been another long time that i din come over and mark down my thing...actually i will like to blog everyday but,you know~i have nothing more to mark...haha since im not out going person and also lazy fellow...

this few day din do much thing. last thursday go for grave-sweeping, it is traditional festival for chinese,also known as graveside rituals.(Maybe other religion have same festival which not the same date,haha i don know...). i think i sleep at 5 am thursday,but my mom wake my up at 7am thursday,that why im feel tired for the whole time...actually it was fun,cause my whole family go for it (only my youngers brother not there),just like family day for us...

luckily that day are not so hot and the sun are so good that din show up for the whole time when we doing that, i din help much i just keep playing around with my nephew lol,cause beside the graveside have many of bamboo ,we cut it down and play with it. we visit 5 site for that day,it was really tired to climb up and down cause the graveside are not really on the smooth ground...just like need to climb up to a mountain or go down to a crag...Sound exited ya?haha

but it not all the thing that happen are fun,just like the mosquito bite,it killing us all the way haha...

i get something to lightning up my life these few day...just like, next wednesday going to go for the interview for cafe singer. don know will success or not,but just give it a try, maybe i can get the job and get some pocket money lol...

And going to go KDU to take the english language courses,to improve my english make it fluent when talking and know more vocabulary,since im still using broken english when speak and also drop down these "remark".but i have no idea why the KDU people ask me a weird question when i call them for more information...i ask with english and the person ask me,"Do You Really Want To Ask About That Course??"...Hey Miss what are you suspect?why cant i ask for the course...Weird...

about today halo forest classes,emm it quite the same as usual,but something different is our dance teacher are change to thomas.when i know he are going to teach us, Im refuse of it,cause i know him before he become a teacher,and now he are going to teach me...i feel weird when the class are start,cause 7/9 person of my class are late,and just 2 of us,i mean another classmate are there too...

firstly thomas tell us about how to classify the type of hiphop dance,after he finish his "Talk",i don remember what he said haha,cause he speak so fast,and im not so concerntrade actaully,but after the class...i feel he teach are better then kiyoshi,cause why?...cause i prefer thomas that he teach basic,but my classmate are not agree with that if im right lol...they say we only have 4 week to learn dance for exam,no time for basic,but just like i know,if you have the basic you can learn very fast,even one day can learn more then 2 song dance step,what i say i real,just like me LOL...(Perasan...haha sorry la...)...

today performs at vocal class,are...Ok,teacher praise we all and said that we are grow more stronger and stronger,what im happy today is,IngYan you did it...i din bluff you,when you sing today,the feel are totally different even at the beginning,i was so happy to heard that lol,congratulation...keep work hard together ya?haha...

My problem again,i cant control my voice manualy,Main Problem,i must train it to the best i want to be best, im not fight with other i just fight with myself,i want to improve,keep improve make myself stronger...that what i want for now...

i always remember that, my vocal teacher are said "acctually Keng Soon Is a good singer(Maybe i get wrong message or teacher not mean that haha),BUT...",Ok my target is next time when teacher said that again,im not going to let her said~

...!!!BUT!!!...

the thing i need to train is:

1:Be more confident!!!(im not confidents at all when i sing i need to solve this problem as fast as i can...Jia YOu!!!)

2:Control my voice as long as i can!!!

3:train with mic,try to control mic and also my voice frequency!!!

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自己...

2009-04-08T23:45:00.001+08:00

偶尔用华语来写部落格，好像也不错下，至少就好像某人说的，比较容易表达...

最近，看那部败犬女王，这部剧提醒我一些事情，就好像我真得会孤独终老吗...还是我会成为败犬？虽然阿，哈哈败犬是在说女性朋友们，但是如果撇掉性别的解释，就是过了30岁还是一个人，但是工作非常的拚力也有不错的成果...或许，连所谓的"败犬男"也当不成，毕竟到现在的我还是一事无成，我到底要做什么啊...还在想...

其实看了那么多的偶像剧(其实也不多啦，就一些)，每次多觉得主角们都会有一种很奇怪的气质，让看剧的人们都会爱上或喜欢上他们，就像《命中注定我爱你》和《败犬女王》的阮经天，其实他并不是很帅的人，但是他有一种气质在(我觉得)让他变得帅去，我也想像他一样的帅勒，不知道何时才会实现~呵呵呵~不过只是发梦啦...

而女主角方面，我不觉得谁比较美，而是女配角比较美哈哈... 就好像《不良笑花》和《换换爱》里的陈妍希，她超美的，她的气质，她的声音有磁性超好听的，她是我最喜欢的一位偶像剧女演员，而且格的性格也是我喜欢的，有气质！！

其实啊，有的时候真的不想一个人的，但是又有什么办法呢？我就是一个人呵呵呵...

我算是一个很“高傲”的人，因为我不喜欢跟人自我介绍，也不喜欢主动跟其他人说话，但是有些朋友就可以一见面就说个不停，但很少...

我也是一个很矛盾的人,什么东西都做不了决定，就像是连自己的时间也没有办法自己分配好，就好像如果有人问我某个时间要去某个地点，其实我知道自己和闲，但是我不会答应，我会说:"看看吧，到时再跟你说"，但是其实我不懂有没有东西做，但是我怕会有东西要我做，矛盾吧，其实是想去但是我好像不能做任何的决定...哈哈...

我很难喜欢一个人，不懂为什么，可能要求太过高？我不懂...其实我很爱被人注意的感觉，但是我有试过有人告白，但是就像星座解说一样，如果我不喜欢她，而我知道她喜欢我的话，我会躲得远远的，所以很对不起...我就是那么高傲的人...

我是一个很懒的人，认识我的人都因该知道的，哈哈...我一定要把这坏习惯改掉，不然我会很惨，这我知道的...但是这不容易，不经我习惯了，我也是一个不是很会拒绝别人的人，当一个人要我帮他一些我可以做到的东西，我一定帮，不过我答应了，如果我不在短时间里给它搞定的话，我就会不自觉地忘记，这不是我想的，我真的是一个又懒惰又健忘的人...缺点多的是...有人说我也是个目中无人的人，对阿，我是...但是我可以说我的目中无人不是因为，我觉得我什么都赢,而只是，我不懂如何面对任何人...

另外一件矛盾的事情，就是党有人在称赞我的时候，一方面我很想别人说我有多厉害有多棒，但是我不知道，当别人称赞我时，使该开心？然后接下来怎样？我不会如何说话当别人称赞我之后，因为我怕我会回答错，给人觉得我是个很骄傲的人，然后大家排挤我...我怕...我知道我是一个不好的朋友，如果没事的话我不会找朋友聊天或是出去，因为我不懂他们是否有空，所以开着MSN也是没有用的，没人会找我哈哈...可能也因为这样没有人会找我因为我没找他们...

我另一个缺点是，大概没说过，是党我不想跟A人说话，但是A人来找我聊天，我会非常的不耐烦，除非我想跟他聊，不是的话我会很想离开电脑，但是电话就不同...我生日当天传简讯给我的朋友们，非常对不起，我没有回...真得很对不起，就忘掉我吧，当没认识过我...因为我算是一个非常差劲的朋友，但是朋友们，谢谢你们，至少没有讨厌我这个令人讨厌的人...

谢谢...

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败犬女王...

2009-04-08T03:12:00.003+08:00

最近在追看这部偶像剧，不错一下大家可以去看看支持一下！...

我，33歲，一個生活塞滿工作的女性上班族。
也許經過多年的努力，工作有一點成就，可是我單身，孤單
一個人。不止對象越來越難尋獲，可惡的是隨著年齡的增加
，身價更是越來越下跌！！

在一個人的夜裡，我不禁常想：「Shit！我該不會就這樣
孤單終老吧！？我要變成一隻人生的敗犬了？」
在台灣，年過三十三，對象難尋的單身貴族遍佈成河！！
有著成千上萬這樣的「單身敗犬女」。

大家也都知道，「共鳴」是戲劇打動人心的關鍵。
可是，誰來引起「她們」的共鳴呢？！
這部戲，就是「她們」的故事，她們的共鳴

單無雙–楊謹華飾
女，32歲又6個月
iFound雜誌社的編輯女王，是雜誌社裡其中一個團隊的Leader，中階主管。

工作認真、能力強、負責、堅持、效率驚人，工作時就像鐵金剛，但是身邊的下屬常因為她感到強大的壓力。

她常常跑出男同事都不見得跑得到的第一手內幕新聞，是老闆的最愛，卻是男女同事間茶餘飯後既羨慕又私下消遣的對象，眾人都認為她工作像男人、收入像男人、能力像男人！
所以，大家私底下喜歡戲稱她是「穿著裙子的男人」。

無雙在職場上工作了十幾年，自己租了一層單身公寓，看似精明能幹的她，卻是個生活白痴！不會換燈泡、水龍頭壞了不會修、不會看特價品、不收集點數換贈品……，反正所有的一切可以用錢解決，我女王又不是不會工作賺錢！！
但是太專注在工作的結果，讓她根本沒時間好好為自己生活，每天累的要死，連戀愛都懶的談！

直到今年，她只剩幾個月即將邁入三十三歲，忽然回頭一看，才發現自己已經蹉跎了這麼久，週遭比自己差勁的同事身邊都有了依靠，而她自己，依然是孤孤單單一個人….

她才開始恍然發現，她已然成了人生的一隻敗犬？…。

盧卡斯–阮經天飾 │特別介紹螢光幕後的成長歷程
男，25歲
打工達人

放蕩不羈，性感奔放，直接不修飾，「無樂不做」是他的生活準則。

盧卡斯擁有自由的工作，每天生活的行程表也從不固定，活得隨興所至。卡斯就像一陣風一樣，刮到哪裡哪裡就起漩，經常把大家兜得團團轉，他卻置身事外。但在他看似吊而啷噹的表象之下，卻有個難以釋懷的過去。

因意外失去女友後，卡斯開始遊戲人間！反正他不會再遇到真愛，對女人也不需要設限。沒有固定女友的他，很會逢場作戲。

學習能力超快的他，很容易進入狀況，可是他從來不久留在一個工作環境直到產生感情。也許是因為不斷地更換工作，表面的乍看之下看不到他的穩定性，但其實他能把上百種不同的工作都處理妥當，也因為他的多方面磨練跟經驗，年輕的他，卻有著眾人意想不到的應變能力跟幹練思維。

因此，卡斯成了萬能的打工達人，但他不是萬事都OK，feel不對就不接了。

败犬的意识是，超过31岁的女人还是一个人，不过他的事业都有很好的成绩...

4 April 2009...

2009-04-05T02:38:00.002+08:00

Today im thinking about "Should i Trust Someone who said i sing not bad??",cause im not confident with my voice and also my vocal...and im scare when im singing just like teacher said in class just now...

just now class,i sing 孙燕姿 de 奔(that song i post just b4 this post...)...b4 class i sing this to alan and he said not bad,and said he first time heard i sing so MAN...lol i have no idea with it...then after i performs that song in class,teacher clap hand and said my performs was very good,but she said she can feel my nervous, cannot give her feel safe when i sing...and ask me to try to be brave a bit...But i keep ask others,how to be brave a bit?my problem is im not confidents about my singing...

even teacher have praise me for today,but i don feel happy actually,not like last time after been praise will exited awhile,but today i cant feel any exited inside me,and just keep quite in the class till it finish...i think everyone will feel that im not friendly...i mean my classmate...

P.S.-IngYan don be so sad about today,you can do it actually just need to brave and confidents a bit...i know i din have those thing also,but i hope you can get those back,not like me...

after that i ask xiao mei and also alan to go some where to eat at night after they finish work,i went back home and suddenly fall asleep,im very tired just now,just like i said last time,go for vocal class are very tired,it just like i work so hard to performs...

at 10 o'clock,i go jaya one again with car,while finding parking,suddenly i go in wrong entrance,i drive in to the parking gate that need to have season pass,sure i din have...i feel paiseh when i stuck there lol...then go to find someone to help me open the gate and i go in to the parking lot from antoher entrance...LOL...

then when i reach i saw teacher JianHong(Last time de vocal teacher),are sit on the same table with xiao mei and alan,haha it feel so weird...cause don know why suddenly she there...someone sing at station one today,they sing not bad...but i have no comment at all lol...cause i really don know how to listen to other ppl sing...i cant give any comment...

but i think if i get the job at place like station one or any place,sure many ppl will go back when heard i sing...

sure i trust comment from teacher,but like other some one said"i think you that day sing very good ah...",if really good then i in top20 already...i don know should i trust other or not...haiz i hate to think about this...

...(Broken English LOL)...

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KALA^^OK^^(012)

2009-04-05T02:34:00.001+08:00

奔 - The Author

灰色的气压扭曲的脸
好闷生活颜色比天黑
不想负责的就无解爱情像潜水
氧气剩一些无法呼吸的瞬间

开始吧狂奔的起跑线
视觉像电影剪辑着从前
心跳正在扑通天上飞拼命追
I Will Go This Way

自由对于我是种发泄
就算爱情变成了洪水
喘了也累了摊在那边
我就想依赖挥霍着眼泪
对错归零出发在了解

开启吧狂奔的起跑线
视觉像电影剪接着从前
心跳正在扑通天上飞拼命追

开启吧狂奔的起跑线
视觉像电影剪接着从前
心跳正在扑通天上飞
I Will Say Yes I Choose This Way

十二点凌晨交界黎明前天还是黑的
自由了我的灵魂
我狂奔着拼命追不会停歇
血液里留着颓废到哪里都向着明天
天亮了另个起点告别从前

视觉像电影剪接着从前

开始吧狂奔的起跑线
视觉像电影剪辑着从前
心跳正在扑通天上飞拼命追
I Will Go This Way

开启吧狂奔的起跑线
视觉像电影剪接着从前
心跳正在扑通天上飞
I Will Say Yes I Choose This Way

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These 3 Days...

2009-04-04T04:07:00.003+08:00

April 1

April fool day,yimun try to play with me at msn but she din success haha...when i still asleep,my aunt suddenly ask me to fetch my grandma come to my house,so after i wake up i go my grandma house...

when i reach,my grandma said she just finish eat,and said my aunt was so so so gebo cause my grandma din ask me to fetch but my aunt ask me to do it,have my lunch at grandma house,and i went back home by myself,haha cause my grandma said she don want to come my house HAHA...is ok since i nothing to do at home...

when driving back home,i play with someone about the april fool,i told him that im at the restaurant that near his house and ask him to come down to meet me,but actually im not there...when i reach home then he call me and ask where am i,then i said "April Fool" haha it fun,but feel sorry to disturb him haha...sorry...

then at night i go to pasar malam at cheras with friends,b4 go to pasar malam i keep ask my friend issit they really going,cause i scare they bluff me...since that day are april fool haha...after the walk at pasar malam we went to the mamak near there,and discuss about singing lol...

April 2

i went to my primary school.cause take the examination report...sure not mine it my nephew,after that i went to meet my college friend at neway one utama...cause they wanted to celebrate birthday for Nick...but actually april 3 only is his birthday haha...go there just about 2 hour,talk more then play cause i long time din see them,and also they keep ask me about how i been...lol

one of my college friends are bad,not because his attitude,just sometime cannot play with him,he are so serious for everything,i just play with him but he like wanted to fight with me...Shit he are worst....

after that i wend back home,and my mom ask me to drive car to accessories shop to change something for car,and if early go and fetch my youngest nephew...when i when to my nephew tadika,i wanted to take him away but he told his teacher there that he don know who am i....SHIT...it was so shame when i standing there...i don like the feel,i swear that im not going to go fetch him again...i don want to have that feeling again...

April 3

nothing to do today,online but no one chat with me haha...got...ah gor he keep talk about business,haha selling T-shirt,and he really make thing too formal i feel so uncomfortable about that...cause i want casual a bit...

finding song to sing for tomorrow vocal class...cause i cant sing fighter for tomorrow ,that song too hard for me,i cant performs it better so i choose to change song but keep practice fighter until pass myself only sing that song again...

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Again...

2009-04-01T00:28:00.004+08:00

My singing go backward again...

(hope you know what i mean...)

Im really very very sad for now...everytime after some competition i sure will go backward...just now i wake up(cause plan to sleep early but something change after i sleep lol),i feel boring and i bring my pen drive to my sister room,use the usb DVD player to play KTV to sing,i cant sing well every song that inside my pen drive!!!!!!!!...it over 20 song but no one i can sing better just now...I was so frustrated about it...Shit sure get scold by teacher this saturday...SOB...(and still cause today April Fool so Yimun don believe what i said T.T) XP...

How Can I Improve My Self!!!!???

Tell Me Tell Me Tell Me!!!!!!

i don know why will like that,my emotion are OK but why i to go backward?...issit because i listen jolin songs these few day?,LOL not going to be...and i really bad luck these few day,my face suddenly pop out Many big pimples...Arh,very sad again~!!!...haha so that i plan to sleep early and drink more water,but drink more water are hard,cause keep wanted to go toilet...haha...

my day has been occupy by PPStream HAHA,and watch those drama and also movie.i see <<大冬瓜>>,and also <<終極三國>>,大冬瓜is hong kong drama it "a bit" funny(Cause it Not SO LOL)...and 終極三國 is taiwaness drama,it funny cause they use the three kingdom history,but the environment is at 21st century,and also S.H.E Selina youngest sister act in this drama also,she are look better then selina butnot really also,At last selina is better then her LOL...(But they are abit childish and senseless lol)...

Anyway,Happy April Fool!!~

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The Signs Of The Zodiac...2/12

2009-03-31T05:22:00.001+08:00

处女座终极完美分析

都说处女座另类，双重性格，甚至有点神经质，其实原因只有一个，处女座的一切都要随自己外显的性格而转，姑且称之为'状态'。处女座状态好的时候，可以将自己聪明、细腻、能干、温情、幽默、有内涵等优良品质完全外展，此时他们显得如此完美，光芒四射，并且可以表现得非常外向、健谈，容易与人打成一片（这本非他们的性格）。而一旦处女座状态不好，便会变成另一个人，甚至非常窝囊，一事无成，不过通常此时他们都躲避外在的干扰,所以让人感觉有点间歇性自闭症)因为同为水星守护，所以处女和双子一样善变，但双子善变的是心思，处女善变的却是情绪。
　　
很多时候处女座要面对很多实际的琐事，这时的处女座便不得不在冷中面对周围世界：要么说话做事很不自然，有做作的痕迹；要么便极度冷漠和被动，对谁都不理不睬。其实处女座很清楚自己现在的样子，但他们无力改变和控制自己的情绪，只能选择疯狂地逃避一切。

他们想的是：与其很不自然地面对你，尴尬地和你说些无关痛痒地话，或是因和平时反差太大而被人说成表里不一，性格怪异，还不如先躲一阵子，等调节好了以后再出来。所以，在与人交往中，他们只会和不得不交流的人（实在躲不掉）或是完全陌生的人（反正无所谓）交谈，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏远。

所以.你在他心中地位越重，他躲得你越远。特别是恋人.

而且,大家都知道处女座的人有严重的完美主义倾向,所以就有了所谓的\\'处女座的人最喜欢若即若离\\'。原因很简单：他只想给你一个最好最完美的自己，而不愿让你看到他无助脆弱的一面。所以请记住，有时处女座对你冷，绝不是你说错做错什么，这是他们正常的生理现象，他们只是不想让严寒和冰霜伤害了你（可事实上这种做法已经伤害）。不必难过，因为他们在乎你的话，他们的内心比你还要难过、自责和内疚！他们所能做的，只希望快点调整好情绪，回到你的身边。

正基于以上两点，处女座有时便会表现出非常另类的行为和思维模式。他们的性格也很多来源于此：不喜主动，不善交际（也可以热情，只是今天热了，终有一天会冷的），不爱表现，不喜抛头露面（万一哪天情绪无法把握状态不好时，岂不大失脸面），诸如此类。

关于'洁癖'并非处女都有洁癖，很多处女座并不爱干净，但却要求整洁，他们更多的是井然有序，不喜欢别人破坏他们所整理和布置的'完美'格局。处女座更多的是有精神洁癖。一旦触碰到他们精神上的禁区，严重时会表现得歇斯底里。

关于'花心'一般说来处女座绝不花心，忠诚是他们的代名词。异性关系多很可能是他们需要确定一个好人缘和自己有魅力，来反击那些普遍观点。一旦找到心中真爱，他会呵护你一辈子，只要你能给他安全感，他永不背叛，心中眼中唯你一人。寻花问柳，红杏出墙这些事与他们绝缘（一是责任感所致，二是怕麻烦）。

关于'聪明'不似双子灵活机巧，不象水瓶创意非凡，也不是天蝎的那种计画周密，处女座更多体现的是智慧。细腻、理性、好学加上十二星座里一流的洞察力和最强的逻辑思维能力，处女座想不聪明都难。没事少在处女座面前信口开河，随意撒谎，很多伪纱他们一眼便能看透；也别跟他们玩什么心计，你玩不过他们的。处女是那种可以把你卖了你还得向他道谢的类型。没事也少跟处女座辩论，他们没理也可找出理，甚至找出不止一条理来。处女是永远不会吃亏的。

关于'单纯'处女座很纯真，但绝不单纯，他们内心复杂得让人难以想象，很多不经意的事可能都是他们精心布置的。处女座也总在纯洁和好色之间徘徊，这一点最难说清。不过他们真正的内心是极其善良的，
宁可自己苦也不愿伤害任何人，心灵如水晶一般晶莹剔透。

关于'幽默'都说处女座冷若冰霜，缺乏幽默。多和他们接触吧，你会体会到什么是冷幽默，什么是真正的幽默，而并非品位低俗的搞笑。

关于'迟钝'别看你和处女座说某些提议时他们半天才反应过来，在你说好的一瞬间，他们脑子里可能已经转过五六个你这项提议会造成的后果（通常是消极后果）了。他们总是想得太多，绝非想得太慢。

关于'自私'处女座的自私觉不是狮子的那种惟我独尊，也不是水瓶的以自我为中心。处女座正因为是无私的，所以显得自私。（能够理解吗？）因为处女不想伤害任何人。

关于'逃避'由于处女座性格上的因素，他们通常会显得压力很大。当周遭的事物已无法掌控，或是自己的情绪无法调节好时，他们会疯狂地逃避，堕落自己，这种状况通常对别人无害，却是伤害自己，让所有爱他们的人感到心碎。不过不用太担心，过一阵子他们自己会好的，他们天性的自我批判精神很快便会起作用。处女座一般不会彻底堕落，堕落前可能都已留有余地，只是在等待着希望的来临。甚至有时堕落都是做给别人看的。

关于'内涵'处女座有涵养这一点是肯定的。在成长中不断吸取教训，不断学习，取人之长来丰富自己的内涵。因为他们感觉到情绪无法把握，而这些是自己可以踏踏实实做到的，将来一定有帮助。这是他们所追求的完美主义目标。

处女座就是一个表面神秘到难以琢磨，说穿了却又很简单的星座。最接近神的人？可能吧，处女座喜欢这样
来标榜自己。因为他们确实有超凡脱俗的一面。他们的内心接近了神，可是身在这个世界，不能不食人间烟火吧，所以必须得戴着一个面具活在这个世界上。

处女座喜欢和人说些暧昧的话，对心仪的对象却不好意思表白。
处女座希望别人了解自己，却又只将能公布的那一部分对外展示。
处女座是最有责任感的人了，可很多时候却害怕承担责任。

31 March 2009...

2009-03-31T03:59:00.005+08:00

Haha..im really out of idea with the title so just put like this...

yesterday,i have a super weird dream, i dream of one girl...in that dream actually a group of friend buy the ticket for movie,then suddenly don know why,me and her appear at another place...i don know where is that place,maybe is Shah Alam lol,cause i really not clear that location...

then suddenly,other friends are gone,they just go away with no reason and say goodbye with me and her,then we two don know when some place,i don remember what place already but that place have a huge perform stage,then i drop something on the floor so i try to pick up that "thing"...b4 i stand up that girl suddenly kiss my hair from back LOL weird?...haha...

then she hug me from the back and one of my new know friends that i know at ASQ competitions are infront me,and said to us that,"Wa you two been together so good...""Hehe..............",in that dream i have no idea what to say after my friend said that,and i don want to make that girl shame of i just smile and pass the topic...

then the girl that hug me suddenly said to me..."Last time you rejected me,this time i think you not going to dump me..."".............." im really speechless that time,then we suddenly appear at my mom restaurant walk way that lead to my house and im holding shes hand while walking,then i said something but i don remember...

actually in the dream when i holding she hand i feel really weird,cause im not really like her,but i just don want to make her feel down...Why i feel like that?...WEIRD DREAM...b4 i wake up suddenly i remember that we got movie ticket that we din go for the movie lol,so wasted haha...however it really stupid dream ever have...

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Just now i go and see the ASQ 2009 Top 20 pictures,i suddenly feel sad till now,the point i been sad is because,why i such a fool that i go on the stage before im really ready for everything?why i nervous like hell,why i sing like that?Forgot Lyrics...Out Of Pitch...i shame myself...really feel shame...

now what i hope is astro not going to show that day recording,or even they show that,pls everyone that around me don come and talk to me with my performs on that day...

Im feel extremely sad of this now...really really shame myself on tv...haiz...train hard...

when i heard that song i sing for the competition,ya im not like other ppl that i feel bad when heard this song, i love this song so much,it really feel very relaxing...when i follow the radio and sing that song,i feel that i have spoil that song at astro lol...Sorry for those who like that songs...

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These day i listen to some new song like princess jolin song,the upbeat song just like i said last time,it really nice but mostly are OT one,however it still nice...but the slow song for this new album need more time to listen now only <<你快乐我内伤>> touch me...the song listen this few day is...

1:你快乐我内伤/jolin

2:花蝴蝶/jolin

3:影舞者/jolin

4:妥协/jolin

5:愈慢愈美丽/jolin

6:热冬/jolin

7:玩偶/王力宏

8:爱得得体/王力宏

9:心跳/王力宏

10:摇滚怎么了/王力宏

11:另一个天堂/王力宏张靓颖

12:够爱/曾沛慈

that 够爱 very nice, you guys should go and listen it, got a boy version and girl version one two also nice,see which one you prefer...these day i listen more LeeHom Song cause i wanted to sing his song,and wanted to listen he sing, since i din have more male song for my song category,must add more in lol...

if you all got some nice song can introduce to me??cause i want to know more songs haha...thanks...

i feel not good now actually, feel like talk more but,i have nothing to talk already,good night...

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The Signs Of The Zodiac...1/12

2009-03-29T04:29:00.001+08:00

WA...this really is so right to me...but the last part i don think so LOL...

白羊座终极完美分析

'白羊吗？太恐怖了！他们脾气大、暴力、瞧不起人，还是躲远些、小心为妙！'
　　如果你这末认为，那你可能就会失去一个肯为你付出生命的人。受火星的灼烧，白羊决不是人们想象中的那种冷血狂魔！
　　白羊的内心世界有两个：恨的世界与爱的世界。白羊的外显世界与内心世界是同步的，只不过由于他的'恨'意更昭显，以至于掩盖了他爱的那一面。
　　白羊很善良，心中总是想着别人，很多时候愿意委屈自己而成全别人，但由于白羊不能掩饰自己的情感，凡事争锋，有什末不满就会立刻表露出来，于是不能将美事做尽，落个彻底的好人，反而最后还招来一鼻子灰！比如，白羊想看爱情连续剧，你想看科教片，于是你们就开始为了看什末而打假。如果你硬看科教片，则白羊会大吵大骂，最后'砰'的把电视给关上！白羊心里想，电视又不是你一个人的，凭什末只许你看不许我看？！你不让我看，你也别想看！但如果白羊占了上风，看上了爱情连续剧，而你默默的走开，则白羊一会儿又会觉得过意不去，心疼你，怕你不高兴，于是让你看。一句话，白羊是重形式不重实质，极度不能容忍别人挑战他的权威。
　　
　　其实，白羊是那种死要面子活受罪的人。面子，比白羊的生命还重要！白羊最不能容忍的就是别人贬低他、瞧不起他！谁要是对白羊吼几嗓子，白羊能吼谁24个小时。比如，上司若是责备白羊不当，则白羊就会气势汹汹的反责备上司，而且责备的更欢。上司责备他一句，他能责备上司10句！！当上司解雇了这个不肖员工以后，白羊不但不伤心，反而还有种壮烈感：'虽然丢了工作，但是丢得值！我当着那末多人的面骂了上司一顿，真是露脸！恩，同事们现在一定还在议论我的英雄事迹……'白羊边重新找工作边想，想着想着，自己便不禁暗笑起来，接着便是昂首阔步，得意洋洋，觉得自己真是了不起、不可一世！
　　
　　白羊爱面子，都爱到了成癖的地步。白羊希望别人喜欢他、爱戴他、吹捧他，最好能对他前呼后拥、关怀备至。白羊男们总是感慨自己为何没能当上总统，白羊女们则从来都认为自己是总统夫人的料儿，只是不小心找错了男朋友！白羊总觉得自己是个天才，只是因为怀才不遇才沦落到今天这种无名小卒的地步。比如，白羊认为自己天生就是个艺术家，只是张艺谋导演没发现他。若是张导发现他，他一定比巩丽要出色的多！由于白羊喜欢那种高高在上的感觉，所以，只要你平素多吹捧着他、赞美着他，则他便会'累死不知死'的对你，你喜欢他怎样他就会怎样。
　　
　　白羊很温柔，只要你没惹着他，你可以随便与他嬉戏。但如果你要是有什末一不小心的举动触犯了他，则最好赶快给自己准备个棺材。比如，白羊与你打情骂俏，很开心的气氛，双方都乐在其中。忽然，你一不小心，出手重了些，打痛了白羊，则白羊就会立刻瞪大眼睛、提高嗓门，把你骂个狗血喷头，甚至再狠狠的还你两个更重的巴掌。此时，欢乐的气氛一下陷入了僵局，弄得你心里别扭至极。但白羊却认为，闹归闹，你也总得有个限度吧，出手没轻没重，真是讨厌，我的漂亮的手都被你打红了！想着想着，白羊会更生气，弄不好再轰炸你一次～～～不过，过了10分钟，白羊又开始和你有说有笑，好象什末事情也没发生过。白羊凡事都来得快，去得也快，一般不记仇。
　　
　　你也许会说：'白羊不记仇？怎末可能！他们总是抓住别人的错误不放！'但是，白羊确实不记仇，他们抓住别人的错误不放，实际上是为了时刻提醒对方，不要再犯同样的错误！比如，白羊的爱人有外遇，但经过一番周折，两个人又和好了。那末，在以后的生活中，白羊会时常责骂爱人当初是怎末的抛弃自己、自己是多末多末的不幸、自己的心灵受到了多大多大的创伤！白羊之所以会这末做，主要有两个原因：一方面，每当白羊想起这些，就会十分的激火、生气，于是非骂爱人一顿不可，以解心头之恨；另一方面，白羊这末做是要时刻提醒爱人，以后不能再有外遇了，变相给爱人敲警钟！
白羊是那种把自己的快乐建筑在别人的痛苦之上的人，因为白羊爱满处宣扬别人的溴事。比如，他会在大庭广众之下，说你们小时候一起玩耍时你不小心尿了裤子，更或者，他会对你的心上人说你有爱挖鼻孔的习惯（偶服了白羊了～～～）。但是，白羊并不觉得说这些有什末不可以，因为在白羊心里，这些都是那末的美好，是童年的回忆、是人生百态的小花絮。他们说你的溴事，仅仅是因为他们觉得好玩，觉得很甜美，能给人带来乐趣，把别人的目光都集中到自己身上来，让别人认为自己是开心果！白羊完全没有挖苦你、拆你爱情道路的意思，只是结果往往……
　　
　　白羊天生气质非凡，人中龙凤。白羊的人生宗旨是'活出自己'。由于白羊天性中有桀骜的一面，于是在与人相处的时候，就不自觉的流露出一种傲慢的气息。由于白羊的这种不自觉的摆谱儿，以至于不了解白羊的人都躲着白羊，因为他们觉得白羊看不起人。但如果有个机会接触了白羊，则人们又会认为白羊是那末的好接近、那末的好心肠。白羊自己觉不出自己的傲慢，心中只是暗暗纳闷：为什末别人总躲着我，我是多末的平易近人、和蔼可亲啊！！！
　　
　　白羊多没主见，耳朵根儿软，自己做好坏分析的能力很差。白羊极富正义感，喜欢让不公正的事情昭雪。但是，由于白羊的没主见，使得白羊的正义感带有一厢情愿的色彩。比如，白羊认为从一而终是种正义，于是，任何发生婚外情的人都会受到白羊的谴责与蔑视。白羊认为，我一生下来，父母、老师就告诉我要从一而终，难道我坚持从一而终还会有错误吗？！白羊不明白，任何的一桩善也是一桩恶，正义与否远非能用是否从一而终而简单定论。这也可从一个侧面反映出白羊是个简单的人，任何复杂的事情到白羊手中都会变得简单、易行（人生能有这种魄力也实在是一件美事）。
　　
　　白羊对待感情亦是反应神速。若你向白羊示意爱慕之情，则白羊若喜欢你，第二天你们便成了情侣；若白羊不喜欢你，就会躲你远远的。你若穷追不舍，他还会一点面子不留的直指责你：'躲我远点，我不喜欢你！否则我打你！'（汗～～～）在白羊心中，喜欢就是喜欢，讨厌就是讨厌，没那末多的的暧昧不清。
　　
　　白羊喜欢那种有惊世骇俗之举的人，因为白羊觉得只有这种人才配得上自己。比如，你们约会，到了吃饭的时间，你最好带白羊去钓鱼台吃，就算你的钱只够在钓鱼台喝瓶矿泉水，白羊也会因你的这个壮举而爱死你；你若带白羊去吃街头的麻辣烫，那末你就做好被白羊蹬了的准备吧！
　　
　　白羊的性欲很旺盛，但由于他们很顾及自己的面子，所以总是光想不练。换句话说，就是白羊的意淫很严重。比如，在公共汽车上，身边坐着一个漂亮MM或GG，于是，白羊就开始对其产生了无尽的有关性的想象……由于白羊的行动力超强，所以做起爱来也是超神速

Psoriasis??...

2009-03-29T04:03:00.002+08:00

Today i sleep till 3pm...cause no class today haha...i remember that i have a dream,but b4 the dream end i wake up,but i keep sleep agina cause i want to continue that dream,actually i don know what dream issit...lol...but today are really boring...haiz...

Just now around 11pm,yimun told me that she saw my blog and know that i got psoriasis...Emm psoriasis now i only know the name lol...then she put some description of psoriasis to me...

Description Psoriasis, which affects at least four million Americans, is slightly more common in women than in men. Although the disease can develop at any time, 10–15% of all cases are diagnosed in children under 10, and the average age at the onset of symptoms is 28. Psoriasis is most common in fair-skinned people and extremely rare in dark-skinned individuals.

Wa...base on the description i am so damn lucky to have it...(SOB i don want to have it T.T),cause just like it mention:

1:) Is slightly more common in women than in men.

2:) Psoriasis is most common in fair-skinned people and extremely rare in dark-skinned individuals.

swt im so unlucky,but luckily that my mom ask me to put one some medicine now the mark are slowly dissapear...hehe...

tomorrow going to go shop with my mom,and she finally wanted to buy new bed,cause that bed she sleeping now,i think already 40 years?haha around that...and always spoil but my mom keep fix it...lol...

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28th march Earth Hours...{Susceptible}...

2009-03-28T02:17:00.002+08:00

21st of march,when the first round audition for ASQ,and after the audition around night time...i start to feel my chest are itchy,but i ignore it...cause this kind of feeling i have b4,and it will be ok after shower or wait for 2 day...

But it really itchy and got mark like scar at my chest...when i reach home at night,i ask my mom what is that...then my mom ask me some question,then she told me it call like "Cow Skin what what what"...and said "So that you cant eat beef anymore,if not the mark will grow bigger."...OMG i cant eat beef?abit sad to heard that...cause beef really taste good compare to chicken and pork...

why im sensetive with beef??why??i like to eat beef more then other...haiz...sad sad sad...

Tomorrow no class...Vocal and dance class also postpone to next week...haha why halo forest always postpone the class...suddenly feel so free,what i though is finally i got something to do,cause im free everyday,but saturday got class,but who know...POSTPONE AGAIN!!!...feel super duper free and boring...ARH...

These day,raining everyday,not small rain but is super heavy rain...ya it very comfortable when feel the raining wind blow into my house,but when i need to went out...WaaaaaaaaAaaaaaa...you know how it feel...lol....

today wake up and i start searching for the download link of Princess Jolin New Album,haha i will buy the album after this, is just because i din go and order presale for the album this time so i download it first...this album not bad,but not every songs are nice,almost the up beat song are nice,i like <<花蝴蝶>>，<<影舞者>> and <<愈慢愈美丽>>，this 3 song are very different genre that i heard b4 from jolin,my opinion only...maybe got it last time but i found it this time,it more like very comfortable feel...hope you all will go and buy this album,support support haha...thanks thanks...

Anyway,tomorrow are 28th of march Earth Hours,friend remember to close the electricity or just light of your house,just one hour,8:30 to 9:30 we can do it,to help our earth that we can get better enviroment after all...Thanks Haha...

I said...

2009-03-27T00:39:00.004+08:00

See...just like i said,birthday are just the normal day haha...suddenly it past already...Thanks For the wish friends...i also wish you all be happy forever lol...

yesterday night,after 00:00 i get sick lol...but just a bit...today din go any place,just when i wake up and i went out to buy some cd,it game Cd...went back home and install those game,so i can pass my time by playing games lol...

today after heavy rain at my house area,plan to go out for lunch but din...wait till my nephew back and ask him wanted to go Mid Valley or not,but he don want,so i went to Megamall with my mom,i bought many thing today,but 80% are food lol...walk around 3hours then we leave...and and...the funniest thing is...when my mom saw the cooking oil only selling at RM10,so she plan to get 10 of it,so she go take a trolley and i put "10" bottle of cooking oil inside that trolley.

so that,when we go to the casher,we just let them scan one bottle of oil and told them we get 10 of it...so they x10,when we found our car at car park.then i look toward the trolley,"1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9......."....Hmm?why only got 9 bottle of cooking oil?...haha...so maybe i only take 9 bottle of it,but supermarket count 10...swt...haiz...Im Stupid LOL...

Oh...today i get some ang pow from my mom ,sister ,sister-in-law ,god mother and also my grandma,haha not really a big amount but it enough...and one present from Ah gor LOL...He bought me a Cup inside a can of paint??lol...why are you so Paiseh when i figure out what you going to gave to me?...LOL...(actually i din saw that b4 , i can guess that is a cup inside there,cause you know,i like to look at those Cup what...so i know almost all those design cup are inside this kind of Can of paint lol...)Thanks haha...(But this kind of cup...i easy to break it...LOL cause i stupid and easy to break thing...lol)...

it was boring that at home the whole evening,but my sister bought me an cake, it Blue Berry Cheese cake...swt i don like this kind of taste lol...after that i go and watch DVD...i watch Bedtimes Stories...LOL ya i know im outdated,but it nice...

After Seen this dvd,my birthday pass...LOL i end my birthday with DVD~~LOL...

How...my face like very very fat these day...swt see...

Take this photo outside the toilet door LOL...waiting...and also with Pj...just wake up...

How...LOL fat fat fat......haiz...anyway tomorrow big days LOL~~...Jolin New Album Release!!!haha

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Birhtday...

2009-03-26T01:37:00.002+08:00

26 of march...

Ya it my birthday,but i don like to celebrate birthday actually,cause it just a normal day for me nothing special to celebrate with it...and what the point of celebrate that I'm getting older??XD...

another point is...do everyone know our birthday mean that when the time we born(mine are 26th of march 1990 12:15pm),is the time that our mother most painful moment??...hmm same here...no point to celebrate that our mom painful day...LOL

But i still need to thanks to everyone to send me birthday wish by sms or at facebook,but i don know anything,your wish are everything...thanks thanks~~...(Or you can give me ang pow if you wanted to...LOL cause when my birthday my parent ask what i want sure i will say..."Give Me Ang Pow" LOL...money are useful then other thing...~WooHoo Agree??~HAHA)...

just now i saw the news on newspaper about the audition of ASQ...the title is "2000 People go for audition just to meet the judge mouth"...Something like that...and the news body said..."At last only have 55 person who have Potential to be a star goes to the next round."...WOO~~I like this sentance LOL~~PERASAN~...then i go check the percentage,of 55/2000 lol...it only around 2.75% person who go to audition that goes to the next round...HAHA...(不要脸~)

but i really happy that i can stand on that stage for just 2minute...that is fun haha...I am

Top 55 of ASQ 2009

(LOL Like very proud)

For my birthday wish...

1:I wish everyone that knows me...be happy and healthy everyday~!!

2:My Friends Who get to ASQ top 20 Jia you Do your best and also everyone who love to sing keep Improve!!!~WOOHOO~

3:xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...

(The Third one need to keep in heart what lol...hope it can be true...hehe)

Oh Ya Guys~~27 of march,princess jolin release her new album <<花蝴蝶>> pls support her...

And also~~28 of March pls turn of the electric city of your house,To save Earth~~LOL...

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Stop...

2009-03-24T21:31:00.002+08:00

ASQ second round have finish...Haha...it was a good experince that go for it...

i din get in top 20...actually im ahppy with the result,cause i know my standard and my experince are not enought to step in top 20...first i though i just get in top100,but when the competition have start there only a few people there...then the judge said only got 56 person who come to the next round...haha,im so happy that im not top100 but is top56 of the whole malaysia...LOL(but that not real,just luckily that got in top 56...cause i know still got many people are better then me haha...just got some reason they cant come over and audition)

i said that im not sad of din get in top 20 is bluff one...sure im sad about it,but just a little bit...cause i know sad doesn't help anything,i just need to train hard again,and learn more from teacher...im happy that im no need go to camp,no need buy 10 set of stage cloth,and also can continue vocal class with my friends,haha...i must train hard and also try it next time...hehe

That day second round competition,i din done a great job,i forgot lyrics out of pitch and also nervous.(Pls don watch ASQ this few week haha...cause i do many of Paiseh thing on it...hope they not going to show out...LOL)

But everyone stay tune to wait the top20 this year lol...have 1 super handsome guy and also 1 super beuatiful girl for this year...haha...you all will want to faint got they are really LOOK VERY GOOD~haha...

Happy for Chuying and also wei quan get in to next round~proud of you two la haha,congratulation to Chiying WeiQuan Sherline Vans,Jia you Jia you~LOL...

Top56..this is where i stop for this year,is better then last year...i want do better in next year...Everyone Jiayou!!!!~!!

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Thanks For Everyone!!!...

2009-03-21T23:31:00.004+08:00

Today ASQ auditions day,i wake up at 7 and prepare and wait weijie come to fetch me...

when we reach the park royal hotel,there are not many people actually and very lucky that we get front number...(Around No 20-30)and my number are "0022"haha,what a nice number for me...i like this number so much...the audition actually will start at 12pm but who know...contestant Number 1,start sing when 230pm...Swt...it was delay so much...

keep waiting,then around 3pm the crew call our number to the audition room...i so proud is,my friend number are from 19-25,And we all pass the first round for the audition today,but very sad 25 weijie din get in...and so he and toufu try again after this time...then from number "0022"(Me) "0023"(Sherline) and also "0024"(Chu Ying) pass the second round also...so we are heading to next round competition...Must Jia You Everyone...

Thanks to everyone that who pray for me,accompany me,and also who make me not feel so nervous when competitions...Really want a big thanks to you all,cause of all your support only that i can get in to next round...(first time...)Really thanks you all...

after the audition,i went out for lunch with them,but i din eat anything cause they eat Mcdonald but i just have that yesterday...then weijie and shaowei go to photostat Ic and wanted to try again one more time...actually i feel very paiseh that i keep following them but i still keep told my friend that i get in to next round in phone...so i keep accompany them see what can i help...i wait around 7pm only start going back with taxi...i don want to use Monorail to go back cause Im really tired for today...

About the taxi part...i meet a stupid stupid crazy and noisy driver i ever had meet b4,cause when he driving,he keep scold the malay who driving and also,he drive 140km/J while on the road that full of car,(But not jam),it was so scary,and he keep talking to me,while i show him my Nervous of his drive skill face,he ask me..."Scare ah?""Hehe"...sure la dude...swt...so many car on the road...and also when im not talking he ask me..."Why You Don speak at all already?""HAHA"...ya i laughwhat a weird driver...i hope im not going to meet him again...Phew~...

Blue Paper!!!~~ARH~

...ChuYing,Sherline,Meggie and Everyone That goes to next Round..JiaYou!!!...
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This ah...take last sunday when go to see friend competitions...weird leh i stand...swt..Wuliao~LOL

2moro...

2009-03-20T23:49:00.005+08:00

ASQ audition Start tomorrow for 30hour until the next afternoon,haha is was so fast...the day has come...Everyone who take part also,Jia You!!!!...need sleep ady tomorrow need wake up early lol...First time...

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Saturday Count Down 2 Days...

2009-03-20T00:32:00.001+08:00

I’m very tired now, cause I of the practice…

Today when I’m wake up, I saw my nephew all are playing computer and also PS2, haiz I don’t know why my sister in law will let them just play like this for the whole school holiday, even my mom are the same, cause when I scold them and ask them to stop play all those thing, then my mom said “Let THEM play La, If not what they can do”…Shit they got many thing can do what…reading? Arh I don’t care la…that not my problem already…since they mom are let them play…

After bath, I set some speaker and also equalizer in my sister room, and that what my mom ask me to do, and so I use those equalizer to practice also…I sing sing sing, haha then 3 hour have pass, then I went out to take back the photo I take yesterday for the audition…in that photo I look fat lol…I don’t care…just let them have it…cause 70% I don’t get in next round…depends on my luck that day…

B4 I back home, I went to my mom restaurant to get something to eat, cause still not yet eat even that time is 7pm…hah aim not diet just din realize that I wanted to eat something b4 that time. back home rest awhile then I went out to the park behind my house to jog. cause that time no sun at all it more comfortable haha.

At first I don’t dare to run, cause I scare other ppl will feel weird that why I’m jogging at this time, haha time is 7:30,but then suddenly I saw some other ppl are jogging too lol…so that I dare to run around the park…

It was fun…cause there are dark and so that I dare to run run run with my Mp3 player, then when the part that can dance I stop immediately just to dance that part then, after the part have pass I continue my jog lol…if someone saw me doing that sure will think that I’m Crazy already…lol…

Haha…I just jog around 30 minute then I went back home, cause I can’t hold anymore, if I keep jog then sure later my leg will pain like hell…went back home, I wait the sweat all over my body gone then only when to bath…After that I practice again…why I keep practice ah…useless…cause the feel are same even till now…swt…haiz I don’t know how I sing actually.

Practice till around 11 o’clock, I feel very tired, and so I’m very blur now, even someone told me something this afternoon, but I though she told me yesterday lol…IM BLUR NOW…but actually now im not nervous about this Saturday and also din feel stress…but don know when the time are come how I feel…

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Saturday Count Down 3 days...

2009-03-19T02:08:00.006+08:00

Another boring day again...wake up and go to snap photo for the picture needed at this saturday,after that i fetch my nephew back home with me...

it was so so boring,so i log in msn and see that who can went out with me to accompany me,since im tired of practicing.why i said i boring and tired with it?cause i almost everyday every minute also singing that song,for practice...i was so boring with that song..luckily there have some one that can went out and accompany me...

i drive to sunway pyramid to fetch IngYan then we head to pavilion together to meet chun mei,we decide to go pavilion cuase chun mei said she house are near there.when we are reach lot10,chun mei ask us to wait for her awhile she on the way to pavilion and ask us to wait at lot10(Or maybe im the one who said wait her at lot10,cause now im s tired,lol blur blur...)

while waiting for chun mei,i decide to go eat haagen dazz,since im so long din eat that,and my member card just like Useless thing inside my wallet since long time din eat...lol...when we are almost finish the ice-cream,chun mei have arrive,we sit inside haagen dazz awhile then we start head to pavilion together...

chun mei and I ,din have our dinner yet,(i din have my breakfast and lunch too haha...),so we when to food court and decide to eat japaness food,the shop name is icchiban don know what ady,i din remember that shop name...

when to sungei wang awhile after our dinner,and i bought some new cloth...i need to more practice on that song again,since not yet good enough,and im tired now...going to sleep...that my day LOL...(SO 肤浅 de post...LOL)

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我是唯一没有说话的人

2009-03-17T17:27:00.002+08:00

当你用一根手指指向别人，另外三根却指向自己...

当我们用一根手指指着别人时，永远要记着，还有三根指头是指向自己，让我们看下面几则夫妻的对话，

林太太产后身材日渐发福。
林先生见了不由得取笑一番。
"太太！你可是越来越[突出]了啊！"
林太太也不甘示弱:"这么突出的女人，也只有像你这么[中厚]的男人才配得上啊！"

深夜里突然地震，房子摇晃起来，丈夫推醒妻子，说:"别慌，穿上衣服，抓几件宝贵的东西，稳稳的走下去。"
到了楼下后，丈夫得意地说:"碰到危险千万不能惊慌，女人在这时候就没有男人强。"
妻子看看他，小声说:"你没穿裤子。"

先生说:"你们女人真奇怪！看电影也哭，看小说也哭，那些人你们一个都不认识，只得这么滥情吗？"
太太说:"你们男人才奇怪！不管看什么球赛都大吼大叫，甚至大打出手，那些人难道你们就认识了？值得那么风狂吗？"

给别人挖洞，不小心，自己也会掉进洞里;一个压低别人的人，自己绝对站不到高处。有一则广为流传的故事:

话说有四个修士，约好一起闭关一个星期，在这段时间里，大家都不准说话。
刚开始一切都很好，然而过了几个小时后，有一名修士突然说:"不知道在我们闭关前，修院的大门锁好了没有？"
另一个修士说:"你这个猪头，不是说好不说话的吗？你为什么先开口。"
第三个说:"老兄，你以为你自己再做什么？你不也是在讲话吗？"
第四个修士得意地说:"哈哈！我是唯一没有说话的人。"

让我再提醒一次，当你用一根手指指着别人时，别忘了，还有三根指头是指向你。

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Nervous Reduce...

2009-03-17T03:05:00.001+08:00

Again again and again…my house connection always the problem…I hate it…don know what’s the problem, why I can’t have just like other??got the smooth connection…and the router, need to move here and there see where can connect to network…haiz…

Sunday I go to see my friend competition at Shah Alam…it quite far away from my house but lucky that I’m not the one who driving haha...the competition name <终极天团>,that I mention last time my friend get in…

Actually this show is the same with the show last time call ,can said is the same, but they change their name, cause they cannot use as the show name…but they are not like last time that every contestant are solo, they form them to a group and performs with a group so how they name their show…

Firstly I though the standard of the contestant are same with last time, cause last time contestant is not that good, but that day , those contestant change my mind lol…cause they are really not bad…cause they are really confidents on stage, they seems not nervous at all…I wonder why…cause if I’m the one on that stage then I sure will nervous…and will show my nervous to everyone also…HAHA…

They stress me actually haha…cause of their performance they are really, like a group on stage that already get use to it…so I keep told my friend beside me that I’m getting nervous of this Saturday auditions, haha they all keep fool around with me lol…

But after that everyone said, they not scare cause got someone else accompanies them on stage so not that nervous, but if only one of them stage on the stage they self sure cannot do it, haha this point comfort me actually hoho…then my nervous reduce…just try hard to train and try hard on the audition don’t think other ady…but if listen carefully if they separate to solo then they sure cannot sing better cause, they not really good for sing, just good on performance…

That day two of my friend ZhiGang And Angeline also went to the next round, haha Im quite happy for that…Angeline groups get the most higher mark, but zhiGang group I think they choose wrong song, cause that song are too hard, JIA YOU BA…

My neck, leg, hand, and also waist very painful!!! because of dance at Saturday…and my red eyes don know why it came back to me…=.= I hate it…

HOPE IM NOT GOING TO NERVOUS THIS SATURDAY!!!

JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

Class!!!~

2009-03-15T02:53:00.006+08:00

Today i wake up late but lucky not that late...at least not going to be lack of time to preparing today class need...i so rush for today afternoon...(I don rush at morning cause always wake at afternoon XD)...

Today a bit different...cause not just vocal class,our package added dance class also,but the keyboard class have finish...last time we learn how to sing while playing keyboard,now we have change our type,to learn sing while dancing...(This are no hard for me actually since i have basic in dancing LOL)...

oh ya forgot to say something horrible,when im wake up this afternoon,i got an message, that message from the music school halo forest...they write..."Pls Remember to bring and pay the fees for class today,if you are din paid by today you are not allowed to attend the class..."LOL...Money Money And Money...sweat...After i reach the halo forest get another message..."Pls Don Forget to bring RM120 for the dance class fees also...",Today just the first class of dancing,why they are so scare that we not going to paid the fees??...Arh...

We start out dancing class at 3pm then the class duration are 1 hours...so 4pm we only start our vocal class,usually our vocal are 3pm...

start with warm up,haha teacher Kiyoshi warm up are still the same type...don you have another new thing to teach me for warm up?lol...luckily that he are not teach us the same dance move when i attend his dancing class last time,if he do that...i sure faint...

After the class everyone are tired for the class,then we go to another room for warm up for vocal...today got 2 other classes guys come to see we sing,mean come and have a look when we are performs in class(I don like one of the two...),when we warming up our vocal they keep come in and disturb us,so teacher said "Go Out.."Something like that...im not sure haha...then wei yan and teacher have an conversation after that...

WeiYan:"Why they can come and see we performs in class??Next time I want to go they class and listen also..."
Teacher:"Aiya...No need to listen they class..."
WeiYan:"Why??"
Teacher:"They class are the most worst one...you all class is the top..."(Not Sure Cause someone heard the first part,then other heard the second part LOL)

After that we din realize it cause we are blur after the dancing class haha...b4 we warm up,i sing that song which i choose to sing for the ASQ audition,and ask the comment from teacher,so i can sing that 不公平 for the slow songs,and then teacher ask me to sing 摇滚怎么了 for the fast song...Haha...Thanks Teacher i will try my best on the audition...

Since like the whole class are going for the audition,except those not yet reach 18(sweat)...so we din have class for next week and plan to go for the audition together...after the warm up we start our singing part...

When i bring the lyrics to teacher,and teacher read the first line and said..."OH!!!FIGHTER!!!"...Then she ask me to sing first...mean im the first one who sing...so nervous cause the lyrics are still cant memorize it...and teacher like this song,so i will make this song worst lol...

"Sing Sing Sing",Some one said this song are very very hard to sing,then they joking and say then next time Celine Dion,then Beyonce song...LOL...i cant...this song still not done yet...i not going to change any song and keep practise this song...FIGHTER...

I have be "Fighter",but i sing to hard,teacher said need soft also...actually teacher ask me to change song after the class,but i ask teacher and told teacher said i like this song and i want to sing this one better,then teacher let me sing this song again next next week...YEAH no need to change song...HAHA...

After that go to dinner with my classmate at old town white coffee...since i din eat anything till now i was so so so hungry and i order many thing at once they all shock LOL...while eating Or b4 we came to old town(Forgot)...Chun mei Told me that two guys who come to see our class performs are shock by my high key LOL...i so happy cause i shock them...LOL...

We i Reach home after the dinner with them...i listen that jolin new song "Real Man" Again...it more nice while listen more...why she song always like that,must listen more then 5 time only slowly feel it nice...and just like i said the dance move are really NICE~...so i learn it lol...after 10 minute i have already memorize the chorus part dance move,WAO it really amazing dance move...It nice...haha it not take me long time to learn it but that few dance move if hard...and it make me sweat like just after shower but just only dance around 3-4 time...Haha...It Nice It Nice...Who want learn ask me i want to teach LOL...cause it really extremely nice dance move...

6 days to go for the ASQ...many friends are going,and i think it will be crowded cause just only have KL stop...past few year they have Johor round and also Sabah&Sarawak round,but this year...Haiz...all come to KL only...Scare all strong ppl are coming...sad that ah gor and his friends cannot attend because some reason...that thing are bordering them so much...Arh...

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Jolin 2...

2009-03-14T02:42:00.006+08:00

蔡依林《大丈夫》MV

I was so happy that Jolin are going to release she new album,but for this song...i have no comment on it,it not so good...haiz...But Jolin are really good in dance,even this music video dance step are similar with the previous Song...just like the chorus are the combination of 舞娘，Mr.Q and 睁一只眼闭一只眼，but still she make the dance step look nice...I love this music video but not the songs...just the last part of the chorus have a weird move haha...

And Jolin are look better then last time when she still with EMI...The cloth are nice...but the tuxedo part are not good enough lol...

And!!!

THAT NICK ARE SPOILING THAT SONGS...EVEN I CAN SING BETTER THEN HIM...(HAHA Joking He are better then me...just jealous that "NICK" can duet with Jolin because his mom is an artist...SHIT!!)

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!!!Fighter!!!SOON!!!...

2009-03-14T00:23:00.002+08:00

I was So Happy today...Cause everyone that i ask to listen that song i sing(Auto Play On This Blog),and i get comment is Good,Nice,Not Bad...No One Sad It Suck...(Or Maybe They Mention it Inside they heart??Hmm...),even i let the malay that work at my mom restaurant listen that songs,she said it nice~and ask me no need to study and work ady...just go to be singer...(swt she think that easy?),i happy with this cause she don even know what i singing but she still said it nice HOHOHO...(Happy [^_^])

Another Saturday again...Why are time goes so fast...every week need to prepare another song to performs...and i still cant memorize the lyrics...that song lyric is really LONG...(For Me)...I hope that i can successful to be a fighter tomorrow...

CAUSE

I Sing "Fighter" from Christina Aguilera tomorrow...It big challenge for me,this song are very hard to sing better...I want to be real fighter TOMORROW!!!Please~~

Fighter - Christina Aguilera

After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'Cause you made me that much stronger

Well I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you, cause it...

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies cause you're wanted to haunt me
But that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust, so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me

I am a fighter and I
I ain't goin' stop
There is no turning back
I've had enough

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Thought I would forget
But I, I remember
I'll remember, I'll remember

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

One week to go...ASQ is coming already...Friend Pls Pray For Me And My Friend who take part k?...hehe thanks...i appreciate it...

Tomorrow Our class dance lesson are start...I so excited with it lol...since i need to lost weight dance is the best way to do that...

Go for Neway today,sing until i cant control my pitch LOL...it will automatic run out of pitch is very sudden one...every time if i over my Voice Limit it will be happen...Ah gor Heard It today... I saw my previous college friends at 1U today, he has change a lot...i cant recognize him from back,usually i can do that but he change his walking style and the lala face...and walking with a girl holding hand lol...he become so different more gentlemen already LOL...but i din go and say hi to him i just run away HAHA...

I so glad that today i din eat too much lol...it good for me now...

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So Hard...

2009-03-12T23:16:00.004+08:00

Yesterday night wanted to online but i cant connect to network...it always happen to me...

My mom birthday on 11 of march(Yesterday),we din really have a party for her,but the day b4 my mom birthday,she celebrate with her dancing friend at home,the time when they celebrate I'm fall asleep in my sis room...so i din celebrate with them...so yesterday night my sis bought a pandan cake for my mom to celebrate again at my mom restaurant...sure i attend that celebration,cause i think i need to celebrate with my mom,since i din work and no income cannot get anything for my mom...SAD...

...Happy Birthday to you...

My day was boring,the day b4 yesterday i plan to go to jayaone for hair cut,but when i woke up yesterday afternoon,only got INNOVA park outside my house,so i was so glad that i can go with that car and no need take taxi...when I'm ready to went out,i couldn't find that car key at anyway of my house...i was so down,haha cause every time when i wanted to have hair cut sure something bordering me...like last Sunday,i miss the appointment because of the red eyes...haiz...

so i wait my mom back and ask where is the key or drive my brother car to go for haircut,I'm keep waiting and waiting and wait...my mom are so late today,around 4 o'clock still not yet back home,so i call her and ask where she is,she said coming back and ask me to open the gate for her...finally i know why she came back late...cause she go to dye hair...i din blame anything i just REALIZE why...

haiz..my mom ask me to fetch my sister in law to shop to fax some document and my sister in law go to the pasar malam beside my mom shop and buy some veggie and thing to cook for dinner,so i wait her inside the car,(...Keep Waiting Keep Keep Waiting...),finally can fetch her back...

when i back home,my mom said "Your Brother ask you to go fetch him back home at LRT station",ARH...ok i cannot refuse it...i go i go...when i driving to the station,i was thinking why last time when i ask you all to fetch me someway you all refuse to??...this is what youngest brother should be?...i have no idea...but my second brother got fetch me b4 also,just the other two...My elders brother always said i fetch you i fetch you...(when i din ask him to fetch)then he sure make me late for the date...every time...

my youngest brother,Emm don know how to say...just what i remember is,when i was studying secondary school,he fetch me to genting for watch Jolin Concert and the ticket are free anyway...But b4 he start the car he said..."you pay for the petrol,the Tol and also the thing we eat at genting"(mean everything on trip that i need to pay for it...)i have no income as well that time...how i going to pay that,just take the ang pow money lor...T.T

after fetch my brother back home...finally i can go for hair cut...but I'm not in mood actually,so i bring my Black face to go in the salon and sit there waiting for hair cut...i was really no mood that time,and i said "Cut as you like.." lol...

after the hair cut,only that i realize that i din eat anything b4 for today,so i went to the pasar malam beside my mom restaurant to buy some thing to eat...i like to eat spicy then i buy like 5 pack of nasi lemak haha(din finish lol),and when i walk toward to the aunt that selling nasi lemak,she shock cause she cant recognize me if i din called her...SHE said..."WA OMG YOU ARE REALLY FAT ALREADY..."swt...LOL...i FAT!!!!i need to lose weight!!!...i finally know the feeling that grow fat until other cant recognize me...SOB

I wonder why these few day i feel sleepy when around 8pm...it really a weird time for me to feel sleepy...about jacky,heard carmen said you feel sad about your SPM result cause your aim is 8A that you told me...the result had out...so don be sad about it...you cant change anything if you feel sad about that...as an Uncle I be proud of you to get these result (JokinG~) LOL since i cant get such a flying color on exam lol...just don be so sad...i been pray for you also,so don blame me that i din pray for you so you get that result lol...God Bless You...

I'm so sad and down cause i cant memorize the song lyrics that i wanted to performs on this Saturday,really really MAD myself why cant memorize the lyrics and why english songs lyrics are so hard to memorize T.T...tomorrow going to Karaoke With Ah gor...name it with practise time lol...

these day i addicted to an old game that i played when I'm still kid,lol it still fun for me...since my mind still stay at 90's century...LOL

After the Hair Cut...I look fatter...

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Genting...

2009-03-10T16:23:00.004+08:00

Monday morning,wake up at 9am and preparing to go genting with my previous music school friends cause they got a free apartment to stay there...i din sleep well on sunday actually,so that morning i went out with blur mood...

i reach Putra Lrt Wangsa Maju Station on 11:15am because on sunday,they ask me to wait at there at the time...firstly i though im late...but who know,they are late too,so i wait them at the food court beside the station,and have my lunch for that day...

long waiting for 1 hour they arrive...and we start our journey to genting,i follow jian car,cony Mos EngKee too...i prefer to follow jian car is because i like to play with Mos they all,and more friend with them...

It really can be crazy with them,we reach genting around 1 and a half hour...then we walk around for waiting another "group" reach genting...they include Ida SiewTing Jane YinChai Shermin and also Amos...

we wait them in front of McDonald ,1hour earlier they said we are coming is going to reach McDonald...more then 1 hour later,they only show up...spoil the mood lor haha...

The Genting trips are really really really Boring because we are no plan...firstly said going to the out door theme park but,din go also...then i hate genting food...it expensive and not nice...next time if din have plan i not going to go genting again...LOL...

(It was a Boring Day On Genting actually So i don want to mark...)

At night we was playing "Heart Attack" but we don want to put hand on the middle when the number show out so we do something crazy lol...

Do You See Heart Attack Playing Like This??...LOL

We sleep around 7am,then 10 am we wake up to return the room and plan to went back home...b4 when back we when to speedy and i bought Alin New Album and also a DVD movie name "10 Promise To My Dog"...i buy it cause People told me it nice...

She a Good Singer Have A great Voice...

1. Play with me always

2. You go to school and have your friends, but remember, I only have you

3. when i am not obeying, i have my reasons for doing so

4. Please have patience with me

5. Place your trust in me. Through good and bad times, I will always be by your side.

6. Remember that I have feelings too… just like you.

7. Talk to me. I may not understand your words but I understand your voice when it speaks to me.

8. Even when I grow in age (and probably grow slow or weak), please be kind to me.

9. i can only live for 10 years, My life may not last as long as yours. Please make every second we spend together count.

10. When I’m about to leave this world, promise me you’ll be by my side. Remember all the times we shared and remember always that I love you.

Seem Like It really touching...going to watch it tonight lol...It really tired of the Boring Trip on genting...But it fun to be with my previous music school friends,thanks to give me an Boring but Fun genting trip...

False Alarm...

2009-03-09T02:49:00.004+08:00

About my Red Eyes Sick...today morning when i wake up,i try to open my eye,but i cant open...because the sun light make my eye cant open like usual...i so scare that time,i try and try to open my eyes but it fail...

I CANT OPEN MY EYES!!!

I'm Blind for the whole afternoon... around 3pm,my sister in law said she realize that she got a medicine liquid for Red Eyes,so i ask her to bring me that medicine immediately,cause when i realize that my eyes turn red yesterday,i put on many time of the Eye Mo liquid,But it din help much...can say help nothing at all...

After i put on the medicine from my sister in law,i go and let my poor eyes to take a rest...i slept around 30 minute after the medicine,I'm so satisfied the effect of the medicine...my eye slowly turn back to normal turn back to white...but not yet been recover,still very painful when i saw the light...and the box of the medicine mark that use two drops every 4 hours,so i rest another 4 hour then i put the medicine again...

around 7o'clock, finally my eyes recover 80%,I'm so happy with it,that mean i can go to genting with my friends tomorrow...~~YEAH~~...

Who Know...Another stupid Problem bordering me again!!!...My grandma want to come back home from my mom restaurant to Gambling, and my aunt told me that my grandma want me to fetch her back when 8pm...so i go out and fetch my grandma...when i reach,my grandma told me not 8pm is 9pm..."Oh OK...i come back later"i told my grandma...

i reach home again,my aunt already set the table for gambling,and ask me why grandma not yet come back..."cause grandma said 9pm only fetch her back here"i answer my aunt...but they already set the table,so they ask me to replace my grandma place first...so i play with them...

I lose in the first game,and go to find my wallet to bring out money,but i cant found...but i din border it and go back to the table and continue playing...after 3 round...my eyes tired already...so i said i don want play...i go in my room try to find my wallet again...found nothing...i started to worry that i drop it on the taxi yesterday...I'm so sad about it...i have around RM600 inside...it a big amount for me...and got almost half of the amount is my friend money...T.T

but i need to go out restaurant to fetch grandma back also...so i bring with my Angry Face to my restaurant...reach home i rush into my room and start searching...why I'm so stupid can drop the wallet in taxi...my grandma keep remind me "If lost it cause many trouble IC and all those need to redo..."i know...that why i so sad...

find around 30 minute but still the same...so i give up and let it be already...suddenly i realize that yesterday when i reach home i take out a name card from my wallet and call to salon to make appointment,that remind me that my wallet is still in my house...MY HOPE CAME BACK~~...so i continue searching...

Only left one place i din see...that my mom drawer,because it look...so i rush with car to my restaurant and bring back the key from my mom...when i reach my mom restaurant i keep ask her issit you put inside your drawer but you don know?...she keep say "no no no...who want to keep your wallet"...i don care and bring the key back home and check...

i open up the drawer...and the first thing i see is my wallet inside...WHAT THE FxxK...IT REALLY INSIDE THERE...!!!ARH make me so worry...i though 2009 is the most bad year for me...lucky it not so mean...LOL....

Finally my mood have back...and i started to excited with tmr that going genting with my friends...But many ppl cant go...Ah Gor...Hong Yun...Xin er...They all also cannot go...haiz...

Today have many feeling...i been Blind for the whole afternoon...i been Very Sad because of the wallet are "LosT"...Haha...luckily all the thing are not true...Enjoy Genting Tmr...

WOO HOO...

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Red Eyes...

2009-03-08T01:17:00.004+08:00

Today wake up on 11am...and start to get ready for the presentation i need to do for today vocal class,cause not yet finish it...got some additional detail for the presentation need to be add on...after edit the powerpoint start prepare for going out...

I look outside and only saw my eldest brother car at home,and i ask him issit he wanted to use car later,and he say yes...i ask him what time he need to went out he said 2pm,so that mean i need to take taxi to attend class today...

i continue my preparation,then my brother (another one) ask me to fetch him to work with my eldest brother car,he drive to sunway and i drive back home...i park my brother car at outside of the main gate...and i went out after that...

Reach Halo Forest and waiting for Shie Haur arrive to pass me his lap top and need to set up for the presentation,but who know he said he have added some other information in the powerpoint i send to him that day...SWT that mean i need to be fix that powerpoint again...

More awhile Ing Yan Arrive...LOL Ing Yan you are so funny today cause you cannot speak,and we communicate with the paper and pen HAHA...but don know why leh,today you are more energetic then usual lol...that good what HAHAHAHA~

so need to take over her part of the presentation,(No Need Say Sorry,Cause you din want to be speechless what haha...Im Bad Right?~)...

the presentation have start,WAO so nervous...that shie haur said many information that din appear on the powerpoint,make us scare later very shame cause just follow the powerpoint and read...lol...But i Did Do something that i Shame myself...(Someone if know that Shame thing Pls don mention it here...=.='')...

Haha very happy that our presentation been praise by teacher,all need to thanks to my groups member,they really help alot for finding information,translate the English to Chinese and also give me the idea of doing the animation...Ya is you Ing Yan...so don say you din do anything...after i see your animation only i know how to make it like that...

Time goes so fast...1 month later,our second level of vocal class is going to finish...and the exam is like doing a show...so when we warm up teacher give us two condition for us to choose and see prefer which one we wanted to do on the exam,after that we all decide to choose the Solo a song to performs(Choose the category between Rock , R&B or Up Beat Songs),need to dance also...after the Solo for everyone have a group dance performance lol...it will be fun...

Today i sing the song name 無情的情書 from 動力火車(Power Station),i scare the high note of this song at the end of the chorus,and i keep practise for that part,was so nervous that i cant hit that note,and spoil the whole performs...HaHaHa But I Reach The High Note Today!!! WOOHOO~~...it was so so so happy...and also get the highly praise from teacher today(just excited with it LOL..Don mean anything...still need more practise...),i give an 80 for today performance...HAHAHAHAH~~

Sure that im not the best in our class,our class got many strong singer,especially Shie Haur,just now heard teacher said he come to Halo Forest for vocal class with no Basic...then now he are extremely STRONG...Ing Yan Ask All Of Our Classmate Challenge Him OK??lol...(Joke Joke...).

Im Very Excited after i reach the high note,but then i been down again lol...start to nervous of ASQ audition again...and feel tired after the performs,it really tired to sing that song...after the class Shao Wei they all at the reception wait for Shie Haur,cause wei jie din come for class today so they follow shie haur.i stay there also...cause the all there lol...

then teacher was sitting at the sofa beside the reception counter and start talk about our shortcomings,so we just like little sit beside and some sit on the floor to listen what teacher said...and teacher ask me to add some bass on my voice when i go for the audition,this make me feel my confident losing again...so i feel down...after shie Haur is leaving then i leave halo forest also...

Today are quite lucky,i just cross the road then a taxi coming toward me so i get on to taxi...quite lucky right?...when i reach home...i feel that i Hate my eldest brother a lot...when i reach home,i saw his car,AT THE PLACE THAT I HAVE PARK JUST NOW...then i walk in and ask,"You said you wanted to use car on 2pm??then why it look like din even moving at all??""Cause I no need go already,got someone help me to settle the problem at office."my brother answer.

When i leaving,you still sleep in my room then you din told me that you din use your car already?what the point that make me wasted RM12(Two way) for taxi?...ARK...Fine i already spend on taxi...

when i just step in my bedroom,suddenly feel extremely tired...then i go to remove lens and wanted to have a nap,but don know why my eyes turn red and painful...ARH it still very pain till now...try to put on those medicine but no use at all,my eye still red and pain...

See How Red Is My Eyes...It Painful...

Now,if i close my eyes,then i wanted to open it again it feel more pain...i don know what happen is really a hard time for me...haha...

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EUMORA...

2009-03-07T02:06:00.005+08:00

Do you heard this product b4?...

It a facial bar...my mom bring this back yesterday afternoon when she told me the price of each slice so that soap...i fell like going to faint lol...cause it really expensive...

It Cost Rm90 For each Slice..EACH SLICE!!!OMG and the pack is an Box Of Four...mean it cost like RM360...Is Expensive!!!...but my mom said the one who pass the product to her said,just need to use that then no need to use other product already...and she ask me to try it,then see how the result...ARK...im become the white mice lol...

this is how it look like...

Sure that im scare of the result...so i check on web,and found that information...

The Sensational Moor facial bar, infused with HmA Factor (Hydration MicroAlgae), formulated and 100% imported from Europe. Suitable for everyday use and all skin types, EumorA simply cleans, actively tones and moisturizes skin for a brighter, refreshed result.

And many People on net said it was a "Miracle" Facial Bar...don know it true or not...ok i try it since it so expensive and my mom already bought it...

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It been a long time that i din move my Body...

just now my cousin come over to my house and ask me to teach her a MTV dance step...ok i teach lol...

That song dance move make my memory comes...cause that dance...i do it on stage b4 haha...and that time i having many of performance on that song,now think it back i feel myself very stupid haha...why i dare to dance that on stage LOL...

Today doing nothing actually,just one...teach my cousin dance...

i plan to start my training tomorrow,haha Jogging and go for swim.to reduce my breath...LOL

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KALA^^OK^^(011)...

2009-03-06T00:21:00.003+08:00

This time is what again...

LOL i had choose two song to sing at the ASQ audition,(3 hours ago)and this song call 不公平...this song is nice...

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Give some comment pls...LOL since i choose this for the slow song section of auditions...Hope Can Get In...XP

不公平

走了那么远发现你不在身边
独自走过了什么自己都不了解
未来的蓝图应该有你不该只剩叹息
只是偶尔泪流不停

坚强的理由只是自己骗自己
你眼中的恐惧说什么都多余
付出的一切值不值得
永远不会有答案只有天知道我有多么爱你

一颗心属于一个人
在爱情里什么算公平
爱得深也伤的深
是不是催眠了自己
一颗心属于我自己
爱情里找不到公平
而当你最后选择了逃避

我学会不公平

for the fast song section i choose Gary de 爱到底...it quite nice de for me...lol

爱到底- 曹格

空气突然间稀薄时空变成慢动作
当你笑容撞进心中

心跳突然间定格眼睛变成指南针
我只想航向你一人

好像掉进一种神秘的引力
超出我的理解能力莫非这就是叫做
爱情的魔力情不自禁目眩神迷
大胆爱到底不要客气
除了你没有谁没有谁没有谁
让我动心
要爱到底我在等你
除了我没有谁没有谁更决心
要爱你到底

空气突然间稀薄时空变成慢动作
在你点下头的那秒钟
心跳在唱着摇滚背景变得好单纯
其他人都只是陪衬

好像掉进一种神秘的引力
超出我的理解能力莫非这就是叫做
爱情的魔力情不自禁目眩神迷
大胆爱到底不要客气
除了你没有谁没有谁没有谁
让我动心
要爱到底我在等你
除了我没有谁没有谁更决心
要爱你到底

相遇是种太奇妙的作用
让我和你制造独一无二的感动

this one is original gary sing one...i din record haha cause din have minus1...but i want to sing like him feel very fun...LOL

Do You Know??...

2009-03-05T23:54:00.005+08:00

today wake up at 8 and drive to service center,actually my mind are still sleeping when im driving,just wake up then need to bring the car to service center liao...

3 car go together cause 2 car need to be service and 1 to fetch us back home later we place the car at service center...it not far actually but im blur when driving...and these few days my head feel spin spin like that...got some headache...feel bad with that...

The Service Center...

Still Sleepy...XP

after put the park the car there we head back home...sure i go back to sleep...lol...

around 1 i wake up and have phone call lol...then my phone battery run out...first time la haha...go on web and online awhile then went out to get some thing to eat...WAO long time din eat MCD ady...

that 2 car charge around RM1400...actually my brother car got "warranty" but that end when feb of 2009!!!!swt so his car cost RM1000 so expensive...stupid la him don know go for service b4 the "warranty" out of date...

Doing nothing when i reach home,EMO awhile then found new song to practice...

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Do you notice how Bat Baby look like?...haha i don...but my friend send me an email and i open it i found this...

It totally different with that Ugly bat we seen...when the first time i see this i feel that they are cute la...but i see and see again i feel like a bit disgusting lol...

Finally Im Finish...

2009-03-05T03:33:00.004+08:00

Haha...yesterday was so excited about Princess Jolin new album until now ,my mood still excited with it lol...(what im talking?lol)...it really happy that she going to release she album la...

today morning,im keep wake because of my phone alarm again,but i like that cause that mean im not going to die in sleep if anything happen around me...lol...suddenly another phone rang,still my cell phons,but this time really got ppl called me...Nick was the one who call me...

he call me from college and ask me wanted to go 1utama have sushi or not...sure i going la...i like sushi and also long time din see my previous college friends,so i jump up from bed and get ready,my mom wake also and blame me that ''YOUR CELL PHONE KEEP RANG YOU KNOW??VERY ANNOYING''lol ya i know...

when im ready to go out,my sister in law ask me to take something from fridge to mom restaurant,ok...then i take the thing to the car then i drive to my mom restaurant,when im driving,i called nick to ask them go walk walk first no need wait me for sushi...BUT he said they are going back after eating sushi...ARH!~!

Im so angry with that,what for you call me so sudden to go for sushi then you all plan to go back after sushi??even i been there for 30 minute you all also go back liao lor,go to 1 utama need 25minute bath and ready take 20 minute,ARK really angry...IS OK...FINE...i pack something for my "Breakfast" today from my mom restaurant and head back home.

i turn on msn,these day a person are so annoiying!!!acctually not she fault cause she msn keep sending the link that VIRUS thing EVERYTIME...CAN i BLOCK HER??!!!i think i should i hate to get those thing...is really really annoiying...

After i have my "Breakfast",im nothing to do,asking where can swim in msn...anyone know any place can swim??i wanted to swim but i cant find a right place for me...someone told me swim at Bathtub...swt how to swim then he said use HAND...ZA DAO~...

Having my afternoon sleep...suddenly i feel why something vibrate at my back...LOL i don realize that i put my phone there and the one who call is chun mei...she talk about the presentation this saturday,that remind me im not yet finisht the PowerPoint also LOL...

i rush the power point after the phone call with chun mei...it take me 7 hours...Do the check up for the translation,then add some sentance also MAKE the animation and sound...WA that animation are really waste of time lor...it really use most of the time in that 7 hours...NOW im finally finish that!!!WOOHOO~~now sending to other team members lol...the power point have 40 slide...and full of word...swt...PENGSAN...

Tmr need to wake at 8am if i not wrong,cause need to bring car the service,one time bring 2 car for service...sure not enough car to drive tomorrow lol...

I want to see this movie...

i like street fighter when im still a kid...but i like to see they fight...LOL last time street fighter have movie also,it excited to me...i really want to watch this...but no one accompany...T.T...must buy the Original DVD to keep...

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Wish...And My Queen...(U-know And Jolin1)

2009-03-04T03:54:00.008+08:00

Everyone know This Guy right???~

Ya it TVXQ U-know...

many girl like him and he dance really fantastic!!!!

i hope to be like him la...So Leng Zai And so good for dance...hope that i can dance like him and if i can be Leng Zai Like Him...HmmHmm...Sure Many Girls Chase ONE LA~...HAHA

(Sorry Im Dreaming LOL~)

My Queen!!!Jolin...Has back!!!

she new album going to release at 27 of March
(SO HAPPY!!!!JUST AFTER MY BIRTHDAY!!!WOOHOO!!!)

ARH!!!!Im so excited now...cannot stop my feeling Queen SHE are so hardworking!!!
My tear are going to burst when saw the video that she trying to take the advertisement video...
really GAM DONG AH!!!

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU~~
I SUPPORT YOU FOREVER AND EVER

FantasTIC MOVE!!!LOVE IT!!!

Queen Jolin You Are So CHARMING!!!

Pity The wound SOB...

...Pls Support Princess Jolin...
...She Are The Most Hardworking Artist...

so happy to see you back on the market~~Thanks for coming back...
here the video PLS take a look see how hardworking she is...SUPPORT Jolin...

Pls Support Jolin...
(If my reaction are OVER Pls Forgive me...Im so in love with her LOL!!!)

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Jamming...

2009-03-04T03:17:00.002+08:00

Today wake up around 2...and i realize that,these day im easy to be waked up by my phone alarm,last time even i have set my phone alarm,even it rang until going to explore i din wake up by it,don know why will like this these day...whatever...if like that im going to set my alarm early a bit and go for jog...to lose some weight lol...

i open up my computer...try to online and chat with some friends in msn,ARK but i cant get to net at all,every time like that,network down and need to go up stair to restart the router and that P1Wimax...ark my brother said because got router and also the P1 modem there will crash the signal cause got two way signal the P1 don know which one to connect it...why are P1 so stupid,cannot recognize itself de signal de meh haiz...

Was so angry with that...then i boring of going up stair to restart the modem and router cause i do it like 5 time already...go up come down...ARK...so i practice my keyboard...

when i saw the keyboard,only that i realize later need to go jamming with my brother church friends LOL,so keep practice cause don want shame myself there...

around 7pm we start our journey to the place for jamming,haha im playing with that GPS system that my eldest brother lend me,it was useful,but a bit "Mafan" cause need to look at it when driving is dangerous also...

we have reach,then my brother said he want to eat something first,but in my mind he just ate b4 we went out,sit there and he start to have his meal and also told me something about the keyboard,but i not so understand cause the way i know for keyboard is different from him.

finish his meal and we head to the place,no one was there cause they late haha...around 10 minute the other has come and greet me cause im new there,and sure there are introduce lor...but i hate to introduce myself and i hate to talk with the one i don really know...but how...haiz i hate the introduce section i prefer to keep quite even they all don know my name...

we start jamming...

[After 2 hour]

we finish lol,they song lyrics are so workship,not really suit me anyway,but is really fun to jam with them cause i din try b4 it really amazing...and also can learn something from it...

when back home,nothing to do...so i find something to eat and sit infront of computer again.thats my day...It boring RIGHT?haiz...

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Pk...Pk...

2009-03-03T03:55:00.002+08:00

Today was very boring...nothing to do at all...so i went to download some KTV to keep in my computer.

then my brother come in my room and say tomorrow bring me to practice for keyboard for they band...omg im beginner leh very nervous one la...want me to performs about keyboard on stage~ark...but he said can one,someone don know chord at all also go for it.i try lor swt...

then i download many KTV today,and i in love with the song name PK sing by Fish Leong and also Gary Chao Ge...it a duet song...

but...i too boring so i play this song with recording...LOL so i sing the Boy part and also Girl Part is really fun i keep laugh when i listen to it lol...recording the duet song are fun enough cause can play many thing lor...haha

I put this here and listen it when you Unhappy,cause you will laugh until no sound lol...it really for fun for the song...but i record it again and again cause nothing to do and it fun to play with...you can heard two voice...but both are the same people That ME~LOL...

Pk - The Author

格）你有坚持的事情
我也有我的个性
这次不让你 call我兄弟飙歌去

茹）跟两个人有关系
你却一个人决定
情绪谷底约好姊妹喝香槟

格）最恨别人对我不相信
茹）我向往的亲密是一起做决定
格）干涉太多是囚禁
茹）沟通太少是疏离
合）爱有千百万种定义

茹）三天不联络和解要被动
格）不谈对错假装没冷战过
合）想在爱里当主key 要抢到麦克风

茹）三天泪狂流残局你来收
格）虽然心疼不能摊手低头
合）心思拉扯中 PK寂寞

HAHA Laugh Ba Laugh BA~~~LOL

:+:END:+:

我不是你想像的那么勇敢...

2009-03-02T20:48:00.005+08:00

The title is a song name,from Racheal 梁文音 the Taiwan artist...

inside the mtv for that song,have an counter that help everyone find they lost "Item",but that item is everything inside our heart,just like brave,first kiss,love and many thing else...

(各位旅客您好...
這裡是服務臺失物招領中心
由旅客在第七月臺尋獲笑容兩個
在博愛坐上尋獲良心一枚
尚待領取的還有友誼恐懼單純
情遺失的旅客儘速至本処取回
若逾時無人認領
我們將全數移至過期倉庫儲存)

[你好你掉了什麽？
我掉了勇敢和堅強]
(I lost my courageous and my resolute)

有时候太坚强　笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏　歌声就唱的更响亮
[沒有哦不然留下你的電話和姓名我幫你廣播以下]
直到入到心底最深处
你不要追问我　还缺了些什么

每个人都有梦　幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望　越是不敢伸手拥抱
[不好意思我的擁抱掉了
那你要不要去找個新的阿？]
(someone finding his hug)
谁的心是我最后一站
我强问我自己　现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像那么勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装　像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
[小姐我的夢想
又是你啊？沒有人撿到你的夢想]
(He finding his dream)

[請問有人撿到童年嗎？
這種過期的東西
我們通常都會直接丟掉哦]
(she finding she childhood ,but this thing will be throw cause it become overdue)

[請問有沒有人撿到愛情？
那邊的垃圾桶裏面
有一些一夜情你要嗎？]
(someone finding his love,but there are so many one night stand around)

每个人都有梦　幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望　越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最后一站
我强问我自己　现在还没有个答案

我不是你想像那么勇敢
多想让你保护能流泪一场
让我放下武装　像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

[小姐我的初吻找到了嗎？
我不是跟你說過沒有人找到嗎？
這麽想要的話那我給你好了]
(She finding her first kiss)

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装　像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上

我不是你想像的那么勇敢

[什麽事？
小姐你的笑容掉了
那你有撿到嗎？]
(The receptionist lost she Smile)

[請問我的勇敢跟堅強找到了嗎？
還是沒有人找到耶
不然我再幫你廣播一次好嗎？謝謝]

[親愛的旅客您好...
這裡是服務臺失物招領中心
有一位旅客梁文音小姐
他遺失了勇敢和堅強
這兩樣物品對她來說非常重要
若是你撿到了請你趕快送到服務臺來
因爲他不是你想像的那麽勇敢]

is touching right?haha...
I lost my confident...
have anyone found it?

Haiz...

2009-03-02T00:02:00.003+08:00

Yesterday im usually have my vocal class at halo,i get ready and drive to JayaOne...and actually my group have an presentation today,but Because Ing Yan absent for the class so our presentation be postpone to next week,Thanks LOL...

but the reason i heard from chun mei that Ing Yan absent,is because got something bordering her...hope everything be OK,cause too sudden that she said she not going to attend the class.

when i reach halo,it was very strange feeling for me that chun mei feel so down that day,maybe because she tired of she work and also need to rush for the presentation translation,feel sorry to her...since I'm din do much about the presentation almost all the thing are done by Shie Hau ,Chun mei and also Ing Yan,I'm just cut the song and find some unnecessary information,im really useless,sorry everyone...

suddenly the whole Halo forest have no electricity,firstly i though is just small case of jump fuse,but the electricity cant recover at all.after 20 minute of waiting for the electricity,suddenly saw outside of our classroom are so many people passing around and chit chat-ing about the electricity,then i realize that it a big case already lol...

if not wrong,i heard seow mei said it because the music school are use up more then the limit of the electricity,so it cause no electricity and because of that one of the Keyboard are spoiled by the problem,and also one computer in teacher office,the most horrible is,when the electricity is run out(that mean no electricity la...),the computer at teacher office have smoke out from the computer CPU,wa no electricity also will burn leh...the problem are so serious...so our class cannot continue,teacher will replace the class someday.

since have no electricity I'm no mood to went home at the moment,and teacher said want to chit chat with use awhile...so we chat awhile,and say about Shie Hau,Elliot and WeiYan are going to go for the audition about get the chance to perform.and teacher ask me to go and have a try also,i accept and go and have a try today.after the chit chat teacher suggest to go down stair and find place to have a drink,cause it really hot at Halo Forest.we all go first and teacher come after the meeting finish.i ask seow mei and Alan go too.

we reach , and we finish our drink and food,teacher still not yet come same as alan and seow mei,so my classmate prefer to go back already,but i stay there and wait for teacher, seow mei and Alan.i think that time I'm so unnecessary at there with them,cause they talking about the class teaching thing...feel like alan was very down everyday after he teach at halo forest,I don know why,every time i ask him he have nothing to tell me also...hope he be ok...

i went back home after the drinks with alan and seowmei,i went back home.when I'm back home Shie Hau ask me issit i going for the audition or not,and told me that he stay near to me so plan to go together,now im only realize that he stay just nearby,since he are like lack of time everyday,sure will suddenly disappear after the class,even yesterday we all classmate go for drink he also back home first...so busy lol...

Today morning,i wake up and prepare for the audition later,and shie hau come to fetch me and also fetch wei yan and JingYou,me, ShieHau and weiyan wait at the Putra LRT Tamanjaya about 20 minute(wait for JingYou),then we starting to head to the place.we use around 2 hour to reach the place,cause we don know the way,(but when come back just use like 20minute...swt).

The situation is strange for me when we reach,shake hand and introduce yourself...im not like this situation and feel so weird when i do it,but the person who greet us said he like saw me b4...swt why?...i have no idea...we start our audition,all people sing are so great and nice,but me...after i sing i was sad till i have no mood at all,im sing like SHIT!!ark i cant forgive myself for that...to shame everyone and teacher...haiz...

i have silent for the whole day when at there,the person keep said I'm so quite and toooooooo quite...ark just because I'm feel sad what...he give some example about the different about the tempo and style of one song sing by himself,he sound nice and sing very well but is Oily lol...but he said must be Oily to sing on pub or even stage,so only can attract ppl attention...i have no idea with that...

I'm down for the whole day,until I'm fall a sleep just now,everything have been past abit but still sad...my voice are too weak,and I'm too weak,I'm not strong enough,when 2007-2008 I boring and tired with singing,cause I'm stuck there and cannot get any improvement...now i have the same feeling as that time...I'm useless enough nothing can do...I'm going to be back the KengSoon last time...I'm abit tired of my singing,i really don know how to make my vocal more powerful and strong...pls don have any thing make me do the same thing as last time...pls...

Endless Sad for today,useless kengsoon have back,or even din leave b4...

:+:END:+:

KALA^^OK^^(010)

2009-02-28T03:08:00.004+08:00

Fish Leong New songs,屬於...ya im perasan again,sing a post...

(don shoot me if you don like LOL just for fun~)

WQDQS - The Author

屬於

我堅持的都值得堅持嗎
我所相信的就是真的嗎
如果我敢追求我就敢擁有嗎
而如果都算了不要呢

或許吧或許我永遠都不會遇見他
或許吧或許我太天真了吧

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信

屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於風的那就去飛翔吧
屬於海洋的那就洶湧吧
屬於我們的愛該來的就來吧
為什麼不敢呢不要呢

是他吧命中早就註定了的那個他
是他吧他原來就在這裡啊

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信

屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信

屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們還要努力

:+:END:+:

Tagged by Jacky...

2009-02-25T04:59:00.005+08:00

Once you've been tagged, you have to answer all the question HONESTLY..Lastly choose 6 people to be tagged :)

If im not how you know?LOL and also tagged me with these kind of question is quite...emm...you cant get anything lol...[i answer all the true...]

How old were you when you had your first relationship ?
Emm...don know(not yet have b4)...

Are you taken/single ?
Single

Do you like anyone right now?
Maybe Yes Or Maybe No...

Ever had your heartbroken?
No...

Miss anyone right now?
Miss my secondary friends Yeow Mei Yean,so long din contact with her,she too hardworking on study LOL...

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Joey

Last person to text you?
Joey

Last person you saw?
My Mom...(LOL?)

What was the last thing you said to someone?
Fighting for Room...

Who is top in your top friends?
Everyone i know is on the top...

Who do you trust the most in your life?
Me?

Who do you love most?
Myself...LMAO~(that true what everyone love self more then other)

Ever been in love?
Emm...Maybe No or maybe yes but not in relationship...

Who has hurt you the most?
My "Teeth" that after operation...(LOL want to Kick ME?)

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
Yes...

Are you happy?
Sometime...

How many good friends do you have?
Everyone that i know...(you not mention BEST...)

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
Emm...No i like all the songs...

Have you ever cheated on a partner?
Emm...No...

Ever been cheated on?
Almost all the time when i meet my friends...=.=

Ever been told someone loved you?
Ya...but i think that person are blind LOL...

Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
No...

Not meant it?
Close Friends...

What is your idea of true love?
No idea...

Do you believe in love at first sight?
No...

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
Emm...ya,friends can last forever,but lover hard...

To Tagged You:

1:Shuchyi
2:Emily
3:Nick WCT
4:Neutrals Fong
5:YingEn
6:Yimunx

Quite....Sad to heard that...

2009-02-25T03:57:00.003+08:00

just now,when i was chat with my brother at living room about i wanted to follow him to go performs at his church,then suddenly my mom come out from bedroom and join with us.

she said that the good decision to follow my brother to go and take some experience on stage and also can improve myself abit,then we start talk more about the topic.

suddenly my mom change the topic and talk about my brother wanted to move out and stay with his wife,not staying here anymore,and his room will be empty after he move out,the first thing come to my mind is,(YEAH i can have my own bedroom already),ya im 19 for this year but im still sleep with my mom in the same bedroom and the same bed as well.

6 years ago,i start told my mom that i want to have my own room since my brother all have they own room,but till now im still cant get one...

it not what i think is right,cause my sister in law have already plan that to let his son my nephew to have that room after my brother move out.at first i think to fight for that room,but now i just let my nephew to have that room,cause i don want argue with my sister in law.

but still i im really sad for now...

:+:END:+:

Going to be Marriage is bad or good?...

2009-02-24T00:20:00.003+08:00

last Friday,i went to my keyboard class,firstly i though my class was at 8pm,and because i not sure the time i ask my classmate about the class time,she told me 8pm also...so i slowly get ready cause still got 2 hour to go no need to be so rush...

who know when 7:15 i receive a call from the music school,and ask me issit know i have class that day?then sure i say yes,but that ppl told me that our class is on 7pm,he was no manners.when he ask me "do you know what time your class is?""8pm"i answer him,he reply me with,"WHO told you that your class on 8...is 7...can you come over asap?""Ok...".

he is no manners lor...haiz...i really hate his attitude,cannot say nicely?even no one told us that our class is 7.

i rush to attend the class,when i reach i only realize that today is my last class for the keyboard,lol it was so fast,i like din learn anything since i skip 2 class only.HAHA...fine i try my best to train hard with my keyboard myself at home.

Saturday i go for my vocal class,and i din really prepare anything for that day,just sing back the song i sang last week,cause my teeth was really bordering me for practice.i when to the AREA of my music school then i go to station one and drink something,Hot Honey Milk is really Nice!!!

i get a call from Mos,the friend that from my Previous music school and she was ask me for help to performs at this Friday cause my previous music school not enough ppl to performs,she ask me to sing a song and also dance couple of song for that day,since last time i learn many thing from my previous music school so i wanted to help and i tell her i can help with that.but yesterday i chat with my friend that also from the previous music school she told me,one of the member in performing club said if you wanted to performs must join back to performing club.

he are not even a head of the PC,since i quit the club because of this person he call SAM i hate him very much,even he seen this post then let him know that i hate him,do you think you are good in singing?go die la;do you think you good in dance?go to hell!!!;do you think you have the power that can be leader of the PC?next generation ba;Ya i hate him very much,he always act he know everything and think he are good on sing and dance.(maybe other will agree with him but for me,cause i hate his attitude so i don think he got what he think,i know im bad on this...)

do you think I'm the one who beg you to give me a chance to performs?obviously NO!!!i just wanted to help if my previous music school is not enough ppl to performs,fine you don need help you think you can then you sure can.non of my business.

saturday vocal class have a presentation from other group,they are doing very well so i getting nervous about this saturday,cause is my group turn,since when i present at my previous college i will jam jam when i talking infront LOL,hope that i not going to be like that this satuday.

that day im quite happy,cause my teacher was praise our class and said that we can sing very well already,and feel happy to teach us and our class standard is really great.Teacher i want to Thanks you here,cause of my improvement,that all you teach me and i appreciate that i have you be my teacher of singing you are the best,I LOVE YOU(from teacher and student la LOL),really thanks to make me improve,but i really don know issit i have be improve or not lol...THANKS~...happy to have you as my teacher...

these day im busy with doing the POP presentation research,is really hard to find those information that we want,i already try my best,hope will be ok...

today my sis new car have arrive~HONDA CITY(don know correct or not...LOL)it quite nice the inner is great also can change to auto or manual as you want to,great right?XD...the exterior is quite grand and nice lol with blue color...

haha got another new car to drive WOOHOO~...

just now i get a call from friend and told me that,our gang lovely couples that going to be marriage,have already break up...sure my question in the phone is WHY WHY AND WHY,then my friend told me,cause when they together till now that going to be marriage,only found out that what they both really want.WHAT THE,is so dissapointed...HAIZ...sad...so going to be marriage is good for who really know they felling between two and love each other very much,but i think that is bad for my friends...SOB

My nephew is going to have driving test tomorrow wor...he ask me to pray for him,SO i do lor...hope he can pass the test,everyone pray for HIM~(LOL)

:+:END:+:

Even Single...

2009-02-15T00:09:00.009+08:00

Today was valentine day, b4 i realize that 14/2 is valentine,my friend was come back from Taiwan and want to have gathering,we call it "Hip Hop Gang Gathering",we name the gathering name with that cause we all are the Hip Hop team for our Music School 2007 Concert team members(Last time de music school Lee Wei Song School Of Music),since we meet everyday for the practice about the concert that time,we getting closer and closer,at last become friends that always be in our mind clearly.

i get up around 11 cause my friend wake me up with she message and ask me issit going for the vocal class today,and she told me that she minus1 is with me....=.=''

haha lucky she remind me that,cause i really forgot and still got other classmate minus1 was with me.i wake up and sign in msn immediately and look for the one who can bring the minus1 to class or not...im not lucky no one are online,i call them and no one answer.after 10 minute one of the classmate miss call back and i call back to ask him to sign in msn to ask him help me bring the minus1 to class.

after that i start prepare for going out,b4 i go to bath i get a call from Gor,and i heard a good news from him,he get both contract for the compose and the performing,is good that he get in both even he din go for the final exam today lol...

today my teeth is not really painful when i went out,and also can say is just a little bit pain,so i eat so much...i go to pavilion for meeting Gor ,Claire jie jie and also Tze Ling jie jie.firstly i though he go there is for walking and window shop around pavilion,but actually he doing his assignment there lol.after he finish we when to food court and get something to eat.just now i only eat dumpling at the pavilion food court cause i though my teeth will get hurt if i eat something hard.

we finish our meal,and claire jie jie wanted to buy Mr Baoz at the corner of the pavilion food court,it look new for me cause i din try it b4,so i get 3 pieces and try on it...WAO it was delicious!!~(Except for the Beef one,it really Taste bad XP)

MR.Baoz Imported from Taiwan...

Is this Pic make you feel hungry?XD

This the Nicer...

This Taste Sucks!!!(To Me)

After say good bye with claire jie jie and tze ling jie jie,we walk slowly to the time Square entrance to meet our hip hop gang friends.at first,was wondering where we going to have our gathering dinner cause yesterday jane sms me that we need to book the table,lol so weird.but at last we decide to stay in time square and have our dinner there,first we go to penang village,see the price on the menu,we turn our body and run of the penang village,cause i really expensive.

walk for the half way,we plan to go BBQ plaza,but it crowded there and still many ppl was line up for waiting seat,so we pass by the BBQ plaza.

finally we reach Gasoline,haha and we lucky to get a table to sit so we have out dinner there.

we chat alot there and joke joke around and ask about how was everyone.when geraldine came,we start to take photo together for memorize our time in gasoline.geraldine have bought us some gift from taiwan also...

the city map...

and also the poem clip...

in this poem it wrote something like this on it...

詩
總是迷失在
現代與遠古的路
或是疑惑於
珍視與虛幻之間
字與詞的渴望
半刻不能停歇
想讓壓抑的靈魂
得到釋放的空間
所以我不斷的
堆砌又拆解
那吸引人卻惱人的
稱作死的遊戲

this is the poem on the clip and also the topic is POEM,i not really undestand with that,but it feel very comfortable and real for me lol...(don know what i said).after we taking the picture,we all went back to our home.

Some OF the Gathering Photo

HipHop GANG!!!
Jack Geraldine jane(top)
Me YinChay Shermin(Middle)
Alex(Gor) Hongyun Xiner(Front)

With Hong Yun we Born in 1990~LOL

HipHop Gang Dai Luo Jack...

Dine Dine The Dai Ga Jie Of HipHop Gang...So Dark the picture...

Jane future wife of jack,they getting marry at december 2009...WOOHOO

With Xin Er She Bring bf alone with her today...LOL

What Im Doing There!!!??CURI CURI SNAP~

And the one that din attend our gathering cause he went to a competition camp...
<<終極天團>>
Support HIM~...

the valentines day is pass,but even im single i still can celebrate it with fun and happiness with my friend.today my friend deliver a baby and my other friend ask me to go hospital to look her.see when i going lor,cause i not really know the person who deliver a baby...LOL so cruel...but hope that baby can get the nicer thing of the world and the happiness and also healthy...

im so sad that i can really sing for these day,feel din have a sense of security...haiz...hope my teeth will recover soon...

WISH WISH...

:+:END:+:

Mission Fail...(Happy Valentine)...

2009-02-14T01:38:00.011+08:00

I wake up at 12pm today...LOL suddenly realize that i have dentist appointment at 10am...SHIT~i miss the appointment...so i called to the dentist clinic and lie to them that i was bust at that time and i miss the appointment...(actually was busy with sleeping...XD),felt so scare when i make the call to the clinic cause the nurse there are so-called EVIL FACE...lol

the nurse sound mad in the phone,i can feel the angry spirit even she is so far away from me and just talk in phone haha,i can remember her face cause is really scary to me lol...she ask me to close the phone and call back after 2 minute,i do so but she cant contact the dentist,i told her that maybe 2pm or 3pm i can get there,then she ask me to call back at 2pm see issit she have contact with the dentist.

so i go to prepare to go out,get shower and so...when i finish all the thing i need to prepare,i sit in front of computer and wait the time pass,and prepare the mood to call back when the clock reach 2pm,but just like 5 minute my phone rang,it call by voice mail,i answer the phone and got an voice mail that leave by the nurse and ask me to call back immediately when i get the message.when i call back the nurse said the dentist is coming to the clinic and ask me to go now.

it was hard to find parking at the period i went out,after i found a parking i head for the clinic once i get down from the car.

when i reach,the dentist smile smile there and din talk anything then ask me to sit on the "operation" place and start the so-called operation straight away...not really give me some time to prepare the mood...=.=''

sure i ask her issit painful when in the progress,then she said when in the progress not going to be pain cause will do the injection of the anesthesia,but the injection is the most painful part.ya the injection part are really painful,and i think the injection cause so much pain is because the dentist is rude enough.just like my mom said she is really rude when in progress.actually my mom ask me to change another dentist to check it again first,but i refuse,cause feel like very MAFAN...

the progress really not pain after the injection,but the anesthesia make my mouth cannot feel anything but the progress is really disgusting i can feel it lol and the dentist really rude,she like din do anything just want to pull hard to get my wisdom teeth out,i going to be mad at that time cause is not feeling good with that.the nurse give me some medicine like "anti-biothic" and some pain killer,and also give me some cotton to put in my mouth let it absorb the bleeding blood...(BLEEDING!!!!OMG~).

i when back to restorant after the "operation" to show my mom and told my mom that i finish the operation already,and it only took half hour(cause the dentist told my mom the so-called operation need 1 hour to finish),and i go to change my cotton inside my mouth with those new one,b4 that i drink some cold water for stoping the blood for bleeding.it was strange when i drinking,right side of my lip can feel that i touch the cup but left side like din touch anything,so i wondering issit really din touch the cup,but the result is,it already stick with it lol,feel fun and mad also...HAIZ...

it was a big hole inside my mouth now,at first it not really painful then it slowly gain more pain T.T,but it really not so painful actually,i was scare it was pain cause my friend said he cannot eat after the same operation,but i keep eating today lol,i eat everything that appear infront of me lol.the pain is more then my sister-in-law ask me to eat the pain killer.i swallow the pain killer then the pain slowly reduce again.but i wondering that pain killer can hold how long...

i get nap awhile,when i wake up the pain has come back again,but i din border it cause the pain killer just can eat 3 time and i still got 2 days to go,but still can hold it.

when i was eating those food,i was wondering issit the food will stuck at my mouth hole?lol...then how?my mom said clean with clear water,then another thing come to my mind,that was,"then if something drop inside but i don know,and the wound has recover issit that "thing" will stuck inside my mouth for the whole life?"LOL what a stupid questions...(but i really scare of that),

so i fail my mission for diet,haha report what i have eat today:

3 Giant Bowl of porridge(actually can said is HUGE BOWL)

Some Chicken piece on top of the chicken rice

Some "LAP CHEONG"

and a piece of Roti Canai

Issit many for the ppl who just after the teeth operations?LOL ya i like to eat and i cant stop myself from eating,so that i keep gain weight...haiz i must stop lor if not become more fat...

today i put my blogger address on my msn,issit right to do so?lol since i din promote my blog b4...after i place on the msn many ppl ask me"when you got blogspot de ah?why i don know?",lol i must get use to it and let ppl read my blog?or maybe they will ignore it LOL,since not really interesting at all here...LOL

seow mei sms just now that she out from the hospital,she when to hospital because very serious gastric,and stay at hospital for two day for the check up,hope she will recover soon(but i think is ok for her since that day i went to visit her at hospital she eat alot also LOL),why many ppl have health problem at the start of 2009?...

Happy Valentine Day~
(Even single also can enjoy the happiness XD)

HAHA~...actually valentine day is not really mean to me,since i din be with someone b4,but it happy to be single also,no need to report tto each other where you go what you doing lol,it more free then some one was in a relationshipthat is only my think,i know most of the ppl searching for the better half,and enjoy the special time at the Valentine day.sometime i will siddenly think to have a gf also,but after that i stop the thinking LOL.im not good enough to be someone bf,i don like to hurt ppl with my reaction(but i know i always do to my friend,but i don know that i have already hurt them...it was stupid LOL XP).

Here i wish everyone with a relationship can be happily ever after with your GF or BF.

For those who try hard to searching for they partner,hope you all can get your better half.

For those are same like me,hope you all figure it out what you really want,or be single for now until you can be a best GF or BF to your partner(i know is hard lol).

Happy Valentine Days EVEVRYONE~...
hope everyone be happy everyday~...
WOO~HOO~!!

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The War Between Me 'N' My teeth...

2009-02-13T01:22:00.002+08:00

yesterday i follow my mom to the dentist for attend the appointment for teeth check up and make a new pair of fake teeth for herself,my mom using she fake teeth long time ago...the dentist use something like chewing gum to let my mom bite and take out after 1 minute...so the fake teeth model has show on the gum...yeeeeee...

b4 of that gum section,the dentist help my mom to pull out the teeth that moving already,so many mom keep use water to wash she mouth and throw out the water,it was with the blood also,make me want to vomit lol...after my mom finish the checkup and the teeth model make up...i ask the dentist to check my teeth also,cause like half year ago i cannot use my left teeth to bite food cause it feel pain and feel like the food will stuck inside the teeth and make me pain...

So the dentist check my mouth also,(since my mom only have the appointment she do that because the dentist is my mom friends...LOL):

The Dentist:"Hmm......."(facial expression was like saw something funny...=.=)

Me:"Why?anything problems?"

The Dentist:"Oh...So this the problem..."

Me:"What is the problem?why you like so happy?(lol i really ask like that)...

The Dentist:"HAHA,is because the last teeth no space to born and go to the wrong direction..."

Me:"what it really mean?issit just the normal teeth grow to the wrong directions?"

The Dentist:"(Go to her table and take a photo to show me)Is like that lor,it is the wisdom teeth that other people said."

Me:"WISDOM TEETH!!!???(in my brain was remind me my friend is extremely painful about that after the operations...T.T).SO do i need to take it off?"

The Dentist:"Ya,must take it off,because of that wisdom teeth it will cause you pain when you chewing..after take it out,your wisdom will be gone...HAHA"(What the still laugh there...T.T)

Me:"so when i come to take out?"

The Dentist:"this friday morning at 10...i help you do an appointment then you come at this friday morning."

Me:"ok...so issit painful?"

The Dentist:"when the operation going on not going to pain,but after that it will pain,but i will give you some pain killer to control a bit,and the 3 day after the operation, is hard to get food."

Me:"Ok......can be my diet time also...HAHA(Inside my heart was so scare of pain)

Haiz i hard to get food after that operation,it hard for me,since i like to eat eat and eat,but also fine,long time ago was planing to diet cause getting fat,now is the time to diet...ya is tomorrow i need to fight with the pain...scary~~...

Since i know i will not going to have many type of different food when that period so i eat many different type of food today lol,even i was full but still i eat a little bit.

actually this few day i must be busy because of the music school presentation,but until now i not yet start the research,i sure will be shoot by my group member ady...and need to attend keyboard class with after the teeth fight,don know can hold it or not...i think if i go for the operation tomorrow i cannot go for the Saturday vocal class,but depends ba maybe can sing leh lol...

today afternoon i msn chatting with my niece,and we chat alot the topic that i remember till now i think is the topic that she said about her brother driving lesson,ya my nephew,he have told me that he fail for the test,then because of din have blackmail the tester.

my niece ask me can i drive,then i said yes but she ask me:

Carmen(my niece):"Can you drive?"

Me:"Ya,issit your brother fail the driving test?"

Carmen:"YA LOL,but do you blackmail for the tester?"

Me:Emm...I think got,cause the one who teach me driving said if din blackmail for them,even how super clever you are also not going to be pass wor,this is what he told me..."

Carmen:"Not really ba,depends lor i think..."

Me:"I don know...i just listen what that people said lol..."

Carmen:"Ok LMAO."(I'm wondering what mean with LMAO...=.='')

hmm...i really don know that answer actually,i just follow the thing that people told me to.but at last i also can drive what...is the same just now need to do more time exam...lol...

i want to save money to buy an laptop and also save money to travel Taiwan, Paris and Italy,lol,i like Taiwan very much,is because of those artist there lor and make me feel more like Chinese ppl place,hong kong been b4,Paris don know why i like there just feel there are nice...Italy,i like they language.

Diet time is on tomorrow T.T

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KALA^^OK^^(009)

2009-02-08T06:27:00.003+08:00

I like this song much,but this group din out album for long time ago...

獨立 - The Author

谁会先知道可能会有多少
去掉一半的自己然后互相撞击
没想到更好我有双份的我
欣赏你赞美我挑战你解决我
交手中看到真正的我

爱让我聪明的独立用自己去爱人
搞定想要的东西有一半已经成立

准备随时能独立不贪心不委屈
勇闯每一个遭遇都跟自己有关系

道理这么说人要学着独立
没那么故意但是我要亲身经历
越刺激越好当我和你一起
欣赏你赞美我挑战你解决我
一换手什么都又不同

:+:END:+:

Change?...

2009-02-08T05:34:00.002+08:00

Yesterday midnight around 5am,i realize that i not yet finish my Rock Research paper work...haiz...so i start rushing the paper work from 5am,is hard to finish this research since i don know what my teacher want actually,she din said clear...

after 1 hour hard working(Rushing actually LOL)...finally i finish the paper work...since i really don know what to do so i just do it 3 pages,history of Rock genre music , different type of Rock Genre music, and also reference of some of the type...that all i can do...haiz...that mean i rush till 6am and go to sleep straight away.

sleep for 2 hours and 8am get up,cause i think that i should change ab it my life style haha,so i woke up 8am and go for jogging with my dog,is fun when you jogging and your dog was following you all the time.i din jog for long cause not usual,so just 3 round of the small garden i tired already.so i went back to get shower and have breakfast...

after fetch my brother to work,i try on the new lens on,it cause a lot of time for the new pair i get at friday,that is bronze color lens,but after put on it cannot see any effect,SOB feel like wasting money leh...HUH...it no effect!!!so i prefer to change back the blur color lens it more nice haha...after change it i start to prepare song and thing that need to do or use for class.

today i sing 柯有倫 de 零,we still in rock category.b4 our class start we fool around at the music school,it was so tired,the warm up exercises is very tired,when in the middle of the exercises teacher need to do individual warm up so we do it one by one with teacher suddenly teacher ask me to join in with my classmate warm up together but i heard wrong and stand up suddenly cause teacher said like "景順,一起來" but i only heard "景順,起來" so the whole class was burst in laugh LOL even teacher also,and teacher ask me to use another style to sing it was the most tired part for today...and after is finish i realize that,im the worse inside my class,very sad i don know how to take part at ASQ.T.T.i need to do mroe practise from now,i don want like last year cannot even get in the first round...Jia you Jia you!!!

after the class have finish,i go fill up the petrol,and my brother was so clever,just after i fill the car tank to full,he call me and ask me go back and he wanted to use car...WHAT THE,everytime also like that,why everytime after i fill the petrol then sure they will use the car...T.T

too tired today,so i sleep after i reach home...

just now when to the KTV with my family,it a new ktv place it name is I-Bow for me there are sucks!!not really good there,and i like doing servent at there today cause my aunt and my mom they all don know how to choose song,so i do it for the whole session...haiz,extreamely regret to go with them.that my day for today haha...if is really full for me since i doing nothing everyday...

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Title??...

2009-02-06T00:31:00.006+08:00

Don know what title i wanted to put for this post,cause i was long time din come here to post...haha

i was busy these few day,since many ppl was busy for the Chinese New Year,busy-ing to get angpow from relative even those who just saw them one year one time,busy-ing eating ,busy-ing gather with family members.but for "MINE" busy these action is just a part of my Busy period in CNY.

after the third day of CNY my mom restaurant has reopen,so everyday need to help my mom in restaurant,ya is quite crowded when the CNY period,but i nothing much to do actually,cause i not really know how to take order or even helping inside the kitchen,i just bring those food and drink for customers.but i din get any angpow from the customers this year...ARK why...T.T my angpow money is not enough for me...T.T

another thing i busy with is...

WATCH DRAMA AND MOVIE...~~HAHA

i watched a Taiwanese drama,this drama is a bit different with other Taiwanese drama,it name is Miss-No-Good 不良校花...it is a very funny drama,ya i know im outdated this drama ended long time ago.

Wilbert pan is look good,don know when i only can look like HIM LOL,and 陳研希(The Green color cloth girl) is extremely beautiful!!!and she voice are nice...HUHU~

and i when to cinema to see the movie i mention last time the <<家有喜事>>,but it make me feel so disappointed,cause it not really nice,just have abit funny at the opening but after that it use all the same idea from the 97 & 99 version,the story or plot of a play is still funny,but since it changed the actor is not funny anymore...i don like 古天樂 to act this movie cause it really spoil the whole movie...haiz...

The Number 1 Bad movie that i have seen 2009...

since my sister was selling DVD at my restaurant as well,i found a movie that talking all about girl,it title is <<女人不坏 All About Women>>,this movie is really nice and funny actually.i like this movie very much now lol...

This three actress is the main character for the movie,it talk about 3 different girl searching for they mr.right...and the first lady can use her item to control ppl Love feeling,It call "FEEs"...

i bought two pair of color lens form my cousin,since i saw my relative they all was getting the color lens from her so i also follow to buy it,i buy light blue and also Bronze,haha it was so hard to put on when the first time i try to put it,but after that i just need to use 5 minute to put it on my eyes...HAHA but i feel so wasted money LOL...

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CNY Period...

2009-01-29T05:15:00.005+08:00

this year i have a nice CNY,not because get many amount of angpow(T.T),is because this year my family member all went out to relative house together,why i said it was nice?cause we din have like this before...

The first day of CNY(初一)...

this year i feel that my relationship with my sister and brother is closer,don know why maybe getting old so got some topic to chat with them?haha but i always quite de,so din have much thing to chat with them also,but i can feel that we are changed.

just like my mom,actually last time during Chinese new year,we not usually go to visit my relative,because my mom is busy for the whole year so plan to rest at home and clean the home during the CNY period,but this year we visit our relative.haha sound very fun to me,since long time din gather with my father side relative(mother side relative is always around me...=.= haha)

that day we plan to visit the first stop at 11am but all my brother sister even my parent are sleep until 1pm,haha so we wake up at that time and prepare our stuff and get out around 3pm.

first stop we visit our father older sister place,ya there are many people there,and i saw my nephew and niece i think,cause i don know what should i call his and her place on our family tree.but he and she call me uncle...but they not really kid for me haha,cause now i 18(not yet pass my birthday...HAHA),and he 18 and his sister 15,haha that mean when i was 1 years old I'm become an UNCLE already...swt...

when we reach there,my cousin was playing mahjong's there,since my sister has a name with "GAMBLING QUEEN",when we drop our first step inside the house,she already sitting at the mahjong's table...haha...

visit here is really fun,even i din say anything there,but i listen what they chat with my brother and sister it was really fun haha.my sister win the gambling section haha so my cousin said my sister owe the 1 plate of big size yu shang at our restaurant haha,after my sister leave the mahjong's table,my father continue for my sister,also win haha...they are good in gambling...swt

they sit and joke there around 1 and a half hour then we head to another site(i silent at all LOL)...

the second stop is not my relative,but it is my mom customer and that customer is datuk,he is chinese,so his house is big,and that datuk ask my mom to visit them actually.they house is big but it not really nice cause it is a bit out of modern style and it more with old-style.every year the datin also with give us the angpow and it angpow have huge amount even for us,haha.

we visit there and the datuk take some picture for us then we go another place,cause really nothing to do there,just go and visit since the datin and datuk ask my mom to do so...

the third stop,we when to my cousin house,she have married a datuk also so she house also is huge and the design is really nice and modern,the interior is fully black and white and some wood and sand texture.it was so nice~

and this cousin is my Bat Leong daughter so we are more close with each other.since we din eat for the whole day so she prepared some food for us.when we reach i find out that Bat Leong second daughter was here also.she have married to a japan guys long time ago and not really at Malaysia more.and also with her son here TAKAZHANG~...

that day the house was many kid actually,my 3 nephew and 2 daughter of my cousin and 1 japan boy(son of my another cousin),so it was a bit messy there haha,but the house is big so i think it not really messy haha...(when the first time we visit here long time ago,my cousin told me that the lamp at the roof got five there,and each cost 25k...=.= it really expensive!!!!those lamp is just like the normal lamp in our house,but just have different design only)

i was try to play with my japan nephew there,but i feel hard cause i don know how to communicate with him,he just know a bit of English and he also feel shy to talk with English.and my brother song my nephew ask me,"why he don know how to talk de?""Because he don know how to speak our language"i answer him.i feel very sad after i answer him...cause i feel that TAKAZHANG was so pity here cause hard to play with them...the main reason is hard to communicate.

after that we when to my aunt house there are not interest for me cause it boring there and i always see them around my restaurant,cause sometime they come over and help out.the most excited thing that was taking the Angpow haha!!~

i rest at there and online awhile,then my parent sit around 30 minute then we left...

we back home and my mom they all are going out again,i din follow the next round cause i gastric...it really not feel well,so i choose to stay at home and rest,later only drive alone to my grandma house to join them.every year the same is we all sure will gather at my grandma house for night to midnight,to do some gambling work haha...

that day i lost RM75 just in 10 minute,my sister they all are playing with big amount but i feel to join them cause sometime will win big amount faster also haha...but unlucky i lose for the big amount for me that day...T.T

The Second day and Third day of CNY(初二和初三)...

we din do much thing for this two day,the second day we woke late also and when to shopping with my grandma,it is the thing we din do at normal day also cause of my mom work,so it also got special for me,we when to 1Utama to shop and i bought another 2 new cloth again~~(cause mom around so i buy it but my mom was pay it haha...XP）

the third day we visit my brother wife...mean sister-in-law mom house,actually we din see each other before,just we see my brother wife more and they seen my brother only haha,so my mom plan to visit her for this year,cause they are engaged.

this 3 day we end our CNY tour at my grandma house and with gambling work haha,but tomorrow the fouth day of CNY my mom restaurant reopen and sure my mom will ask me to help out again,haiz...but still hope everyone still have a happy CNY holiday and

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

...Do[nn]E...

The Missing 100th Post...

Back To KLPac...

Let's Go Mamak...AGAIN!...::I want To Change::

A-Mit Vs A-Mei.....{David Achuleta}

Sad...Because of those stupid News Paper...

One week anniversary...

用非所學 學非所用

Second Level Class Exam...{Pass}

Temporary...

26 may 2009

25 may 2009

Jolin Stop Dancing For 2 Month...

19 May 2009

KALA^^OK^^(013)

11 may 2009

Wolverine 2009...

Sick...

Bed...

20 april 2009..

The Signs Of The Zodiac...3/12

I will keep this forever...

17 April 2009

David Archuleta...

12 April 2009

自己...

败犬女王...

4 April 2009...

KALA^^OK^^(012)

These 3 Days...

Again...

The Signs Of The Zodiac...2/12

31 March 2009...

The Signs Of The Zodiac...1/12

Psoriasis??...

28th march Earth Hours...{Susceptible}...

I said...

Birhtday...

Stop...

Thanks For Everyone!!!...

2moro...

Saturday Count Down 2 Days...

Saturday Count Down 3 days...

我是唯一没有说话的人

Nervous Reduce...

Class!!!~

Jolin 2...

!!!Fighter!!!SOON!!!...

So Hard...

Genting...

False Alarm...

Red Eyes...

EUMORA...

KALA^^OK^^(011)...

Do You Know??...

Finally Im Finish...

Wish...And My Queen...(U-know And Jolin1)

Jamming...

Pk...Pk...

我不是你想像的那么勇敢...

Haiz...

KALA^^OK^^(010)

Tagged by Jacky...

Quite....Sad to heard that...

Going to be Marriage is bad or good?...

Even Single...

Mission Fail...(Happy Valentine)...

The War Between Me 'N' My teeth...

KALA^^OK^^(009)

Change?...

Title??...

CNY Period...

用非所學學非所用